smfh. [10.22.08]

I just noticed that my cool looking layout doesn't show the date i posted the blog so imma start including it in the title. :)
Anyways, i got sum news on monday&it bothered me for the rest of the day. Not a death of a family member or friend or someones sick type news tho. Well thats as much as im gonna say about it but i still can't believe it. A couple of ppl told me that im not alone on this one&that it happens to a lot of ppl. That kinda sorta helped, well not really but thanks guys! lol. I kinda dont care that its happening to a lot of other ppl, i still dont want it to happen to me. I can't do much about it now so i just gotta deal. Unfortunately...
So later today my aunt is coming in from barbados. I cant wait to see her! I haven't seen her since I left barbados back in august. I have to go straight from class to the airport, she comes in like a lil over an hr after my class finishes. I hope i get there b4 her plane lands or at least b4 she gets outta customs or watever. I kno for sure im getting there b4 my parents, they're coming from manhattan, im already gonna be in queens.
Saw V is coming out on friday&im gonna go see it wit my dummyyy. he's such a cutie omg! sry went a lil off topic there. lol. if u see this, hiiiii :) ! umm yea, so anyways I luv these saw movies. They're soo disgusting, like all the weird stuff the contraptions do but thats wat makes it cool. hehe. I wonder if jigsaw is still alive somehow. I don't kno if thats possible tho cuz i thought he got killed in the last one [sry if i just spoiled saw iv for anyone] but i could've sworn i seen him in the commercial. I just gotta wait&see. Dummy sed he seen this preview for it on vh1&it looks really good. I'll be mad if this movie sucks. Yo did you kno they're coming out wit a saw vi!? There's this show on tv, i think vh1, called scream queens&they're competing to get a part in saw vi. wtf? this shit is gonna end up like halloween, jason&freddy krueger movies. ahh well.
I'm watchin law&order svu& i just heard the weirdest alibi [sp?] ever. [the 3 dots are when stabler or benson sed sumthin to him. "I may be a rapist but i'm not a killer...I wasn't even in the state on friday, i went to visit my old man in pennsylvania...he fell asleep early so he cant really vouch for me. i took my cab out for a drive&helped this girl wit her bags. ummm, i did sum things to her&i told her if she told anyone about this, i'd come find her. I took her license, u cud look for her, she'll tell you everything." Woooooooow! When i heard that, thats all i cud say. haha.
I luv how i just jumped from topic to topic but still got it to flowww. oh yeaaa! Well, i gotta start getting ready to leave soon. Laters.<3