I'm about to stop making plans wit ppl but i think i care bout these certain ppl too much to give up so easily. I always get let down in the end tho. Wtf is wrong wit me!? Im slowly goin into a "i don't give a fuck" mode&if i keep gettin screwed over..well u kno. Sometimes i hate life but i gotta deal. Damn, that made me sound depressed. I'm not. I'm just tired of this shit. &specifically, most of the time i have to pull a reason outta of em for why they never showed up. I shouldn't have to do that, you should feel guilty enough..
On a side note, my dad sed sumbody mentioned this to him at work: "have you ever heard a spanish dude wit a deep voice?? " I never actually thought about it before but now that i have, idk. oh well.
That is all.
11:54 PM
10:57 AM
I just noticed that my cool looking layout doesn't show the date i posted the blog so imma start including it in the title. :)
Anyways, i got sum news on monday&it bothered me for the rest of the day. Not a death of a family member or friend or someones sick type news tho. Well thats as much as im gonna say about it but i still can't believe it. A couple of ppl told me that im not alone on this one&that it happens to a lot of ppl. That kinda sorta helped, well not really but thanks guys! lol. I kinda dont care that its happening to a lot of other ppl, i still dont want it to happen to me. I can't do much about it now so i just gotta deal. Unfortunately...
So later today my aunt is coming in from barbados. I cant wait to see her! I haven't seen her since I left barbados back in august. I have to go straight from class to the airport, she comes in like a lil over an hr after my class finishes. I hope i get there b4 her plane lands or at least b4 she gets outta customs or watever. I kno for sure im getting there b4 my parents, they're coming from manhattan, im already gonna be in queens.
Saw V is coming out on friday&im gonna go see it wit my dummyyy. he's such a cutie omg! sry went a lil off topic there. lol. if u see this, hiiiii :) ! umm yea, so anyways I luv these saw movies. They're soo disgusting, like all the weird stuff the contraptions do but thats wat makes it cool. hehe. I wonder if jigsaw is still alive somehow. I don't kno if thats possible tho cuz i thought he got killed in the last one [sry if i just spoiled saw iv for anyone] but i could've sworn i seen him in the commercial. I just gotta wait&see. Dummy sed he seen this preview for it on vh1&it looks really good. I'll be mad if this movie sucks. Yo did you kno they're coming out wit a saw vi!? There's this show on tv, i think vh1, called scream queens&they're competing to get a part in saw vi. wtf? this shit is gonna end up like halloween, jason&freddy krueger movies. ahh well.
I'm watchin law&order svu& i just heard the weirdest alibi [sp?] ever. [the 3 dots are when stabler or benson sed sumthin to him. "I may be a rapist but i'm not a killer...I wasn't even in the state on friday, i went to visit my old man in pennsylvania...he fell asleep early so he cant really vouch for me. i took my cab out for a drive&helped this girl wit her bags. ummm, i did sum things to her&i told her if she told anyone about this, i'd come find her. I took her license, u cud look for her, she'll tell you everything." Woooooooow! When i heard that, thats all i cud say. haha.
I luv how i just jumped from topic to topic but still got it to flowww. oh yeaaa! Well, i gotta start getting ready to leave soon. Laters.<3
9:13 PM
After like 2 or 3 weeks of feeling like crap, i finally feel better. I mean, my nose is still runny&i keep coughing sumtimes [that cough that cold comes up wit. yuck.] but i feel ok. Before, my eyes were kept watering, i was feeling od tired, all that jazz. It suckedddddd being sick. I was stuck in the house ALL weekend. booooooooooo!
Today I went in dunkin donuts to get an iced coffee&a dount. As soon as I walked thru the door this guy that was sitting down was staring me right in the face. I swear he didnt turn away at all, I kept seeing him from the corner of my eye. &i was in there for like 5 mins! When I was leaving, dude turned around. WTFFFFFF?? I fucking hate these pedos. Im 20 now but I still look 15, 16 yrs old. Wtf are you doing looking at a young girl, you're old enough to be my daddy! Ewwwwww! &oh yea, im never buying a small iced coffee again. That shit went to damn fast. I usually I buy a medium but today I decided to get a small. Why did I do that? haha.
Well I'm not sure wat else to write. Ummmmmm........Well I have to do this movie review for my theology class. I'm doing it on Remember The Titans. I watched this movie when it came out but of course I dont remember most of the details so I have to watch it again. Im gonna try to finish during my break between classes tomorrow. Hayden Panetierre[sp?] was soo little in it! Thats due on thursday. I really really really wanna see someone. Like so much right now. I dont even kno why so much today but watever. Hopefully, I'll see that person soon. :)
took this pic today in class. i swear it looked clear while i was in class. lol.
I guess im gonna end this here before this blog gets any moreeeee random.
10:49 PM
..I feel like shit right now. Im typing this wit one hand&holding a tissue to my nose with the other. You ever had sumthin hurt so much that ur teeth kinda start hurting too? Umm, yea. Lets see, early last week, my neck was killing me. About 2 days later, it stopped&my arm started feeling stiff. That stopped like a day later&guess wat, i ended up in the hospital cuz of an allergic reaction. I guess all that was leading up to it. A couple days after that, my throat was killing me for like 2 or 3 days straight. Yesterday, it stopped&it just felt like i was really thirsty. Then I started sniffiling&coughing&voila! I wake up today wit a fucking stuffy nose&my ear feeling stopped up. I actually thought I was getting another allergic reaction but as the day went on I knew it wasnt happening again but I just started feeling worse. I really was not about to go to my 2 classes today but I decided to go anyways. Im surprised I actually stayed, I was about to go back home. So after classes, I came home&took a nap. I still dont feel any better. Drank some soup. I have to finish up this stupid hw that I gotta hand in tomorrow&re-read my notes for part II of my management test tomorrow. blahhhh! Well I'm gonna go drink sum green tea now&try to finish up this work so I could go to sleep. Man, what a way to bring in my 20th bday tomorrow..Yippee! =/
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