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Its almost 4am&i don't really feel like going to sleep yet. I start skool next week wednesday. blah. I don't even want to think about it. I luv college tho minus the classes of course. My schedule sucks ass. For like two of the classes i picked, they changed the professors, &not even to better professors. smfh. I think it was for management&economics. Im gonna have to deal wit the professor for management but the one for economics?? yea rightttttt, i had that bitch before&she fucked up my gpa. I'm definitely dropping that class but then i gotta add 2 more classes so i'll be taking 6 classes altogether. I'm paying all this money for wat!?! So they could continue to fuck up my classes&give me shitty ass professors. This is gonna be an even more stressful skool yr. oh jeez.
My feelings have been so mixed up nowadays. Sometimes good, sometimes bad. I've been getting really hyped up then i just get let down again. Thats been happening a lot lately&its pissing me off. I guess it was bothering me so much that I didnt care&ended up doin that same thing a couple of weeks ago. I wish I knew wat you were thinking. You can be soo fucking confusing sumtimes. Just let me know stuff, ok?? Thats much betta than me having to guess all the time. *rolls eyes* This has to be happening for a reason tho. I don't like it but hopefully it'll all turn out good in the long run.
"You've been ear fucking me for 2 straight weeks!!!" Sorry, that line just came on&it seriously made me LOL. Im watching The Heartbreak Kid. Anyways, my block is having another block party later, starting @ 8am. This one is a church block party [for the church on my block], the last one was a regular block party. Last saturday was the regular block party&i didnt even kno it was going on until i went outside to go to the supermarket. LMAOOO. kinda sad isn't it?? Thats how wack it was, there was barely any music&hardly anybody outside. I was hearing the music from this other block party that was about a block&half away from me. This church block party is probably gonna be just as bad. Imma probably just go to Kings Plaza&do sum shopping. That'll be a lot more fun, i luv shopping.
Well once this movie finishes in a couple mins, i'll try to get sum sleep. Soooo...
i'm outtie!!