*im veryy random.
*since tuesday, i keep catching the new trains on the J train line. yayyy!
*^^i hope this doesnt jinx me&i end up taking one of the rusty trains tomorrow. lol.
*i need a fucking car.
*the only way im going to look my age is if i grow a beard&mustache&that aint gonna happen.
*im one of the rare ppl that cud rock gold and silver TOGETHER.
*im planning on getting a tattoo around my bday in oct.
*procrastination is my middle name. damn, i need a [middle] name change. hehe.
*^^i wrote the procrastination one under the tattoo one on purpose.
*im in luv wit a boyyyy!
*^^thats not true at all. i was just singing that song "im in luv wit a [girl]" by gavin degraw.
*i lick peanut butter right off the spoon.
*im a fat ass slim person.
*i have crazy ass friends but thats y i luv em!
*i hate when lil kids say their in luv wit their bf/gf. like wtf?
*^^sidenote: if my lil sis [12yrs] told me she was in luv wit sum boy right now, i'd slap the shit outta her.
*i dont talk to half the ppl on my buddy list on aim.
*i'd much rather txt then talk on the phone. unless i really really wanna hear ur voice. =D
*im too lazy to press the shift key right now which is y every sentence begins wit a lowercase letter. lol jk jk.
*i get butterflies in my stomach when....[guess! ;)]
*i want sumbody to take me to coldstone creamery. any volunteers??
*^^matter of fact, i just want sumbody to bring me ice cream from coldstone. any volunteerssss?? hehe.
*i dont like dealing wit bullshit.
*i dont get along wit every person i meet but im still nice! *kool-aid smile*
*why does it seem like every teenager is getting pregnant nowadays? i'm definitely not gonna follow that trend.
*i get dirty looks from girls even when im looking at the ground. smh @ girls starting up drama for no fucking reason.
*me>you.
*i HEART west indian food.
*"white ppl use shit one way, 'it smells like shit.' black ppl on the other hand, 'wtf is this shit?' 'this shit is stupid. 'you wanna borrow my car?? shittttttttttt.'...." lmaooo. - gerald kelly on def comedy jam.
*today was only the second day of skool&i want it to be over already.
*^^only cuz i luv sleeping&i dont get much during the skool yr.
*my skool has soo much ppl in it that im probably not gonna see half my friends til the end of the skool yr. haha.
*these dudes that stand on the corner 24/7 need to go sum jobs or sum shit. legit jobs, not street pharmacist.
*^^no self respecting girl is gonna go out wit ya dumbass.
*i just saw an el paso commercial&now i feel like eating a taco. i havent had one in agessss.
*i cant think of any more random things right now so i'll end this here. BYE!
So I did end up going to Kings Plaza on Saturday. I bought this white&gray striped hoodie wit mickey on the front. I saw this cute tee too but they didnt have my size. =( I bought these cute flats too. I wasnt really planning on getting the flats tho. I went in Payless cuz my lil sis wanted to look for these shoes she liked. She ended up finding em&since it was buy one, get one half off my mom asked me if i wanted a pair too. At first I didnt see anything I liked but then my mom showed me these cute shoes. I was like, "OMG, those are soo cute!" lol. Even this girl that passed by me in the store was like, "those are really cute. im about to buy a pair right now."
Today i bought a pair of jeans from Macys. I'm so picky when it comes to jeans because i hardly find a pair that fits. But this one fits perfectly! =D Imma start buying jeans from this brand all the time. lol. I was gonna buy another hoodie today too [yes, im in luv wit hoodies!] but i didnt. I was looking for a tote to buy too but I didnt really find one i liked. My lil sis bought this large bag of popcorn from this place called Garrett Popcorn on 34th St&half the bag is still sitting on the table now. I told her to buy a medium sized bag but she dont listen.
*sighs* Can you tell i didnt really have anything much to say today?? I guess I'll just end this here&put up some pics from my vacation [that i came back from like 2 weeks ago..]...
In Speightstown.
By the Hilton Hotel after having breakfast there.
[clockwise]: me, my older sis, my niece&my lil sis.
In front of my grandparent's house.
Across from Pelican village in Bridgetown. [clockwise]: me, my older bro&my lil sis.
All handmade.
One of the pics I took at Kadooment.
Riverbay.
SMH. Ppl just don't listen.
I took hundreds of pics but I had to stop myself before I got carried away. lol.
BYE!
Its almost 4am&i don't really feel like going to sleep yet. I start skool next week wednesday. blah. I don't even want to think about it. I luv college tho minus the classes of course. My schedule sucks ass. For like two of the classes i picked, they changed the professors, ¬ even to better professors. smfh. I think it was for management&economics. Im gonna have to deal wit the professor for management but the one for economics?? yea rightttttt, i had that bitch before&she fucked up my gpa. I'm definitely dropping that class but then i gotta add 2 more classes so i'll be taking 6 classes altogether. I'm paying all this money for wat!?! So they could continue to fuck up my classes&give me shitty ass professors. This is gonna be an even more stressful skool yr. oh jeez.
My feelings have been so mixed up nowadays. Sometimes good, sometimes bad. I've been getting really hyped up then i just get let down again. Thats been happening a lot lately&its pissing me off. I guess it was bothering me so much that I didnt care&ended up doin that same thing a couple of weeks ago. I wish I knew wat you were thinking. You can be soo fucking confusing sumtimes. Just let me know stuff, ok?? Thats much betta than me having to guess all the time. *rolls eyes* This has to be happening for a reason tho. I don't like it but hopefully it'll all turn out good in the long run.
"You've been ear fucking me for 2 straight weeks!!!" Sorry, that line just came on&it seriously made me LOL. Im watching The Heartbreak Kid. Anyways, my block is having another block party later, starting @ 8am. This one is a church block party [for the church on my block], the last one was a regular block party. Last saturday was the regular block party&i didnt even kno it was going on until i went outside to go to the supermarket. LMAOOO. kinda sad isn't it?? Thats how wack it was, there was barely any music&hardly anybody outside. I was hearing the music from this other block party that was about a block&half away from me. This church block party is probably gonna be just as bad. Imma probably just go to Kings Plaza&do sum shopping. That'll be a lot more fun, i luv shopping.
Well once this movie finishes in a couple mins, i'll try to get sum sleep. Soooo...
i'm outtie!!
Its been a week since i left barbados. blah! I wish i was still there, nyc gets a lil boring sumtimes. Its not that i dont luv it here but you cant do much when ur broke as shit. haha. brek brek brek. The rain ruined everything today. Stupid rain. Oh well, i get to watch the olympics. Michael Phelps = <3. hahaha. but nah, hes pretty fricking awesome! One more medal&he beats Mark Spitz's [i think thats his name.] record of 7 gold medals in one Olympics! I also luv watching track&field [haven't seen much of it yet tho]&basketball but i've missed all the basketball games that showed so far. Its probably cuz they come on too damn early. I dont get up @ 9am on a weekday when i dont have anything to do!
Damn, i get pissed off kinda easily. I guess its because i got screwed over lots of times before. When it got a certain time&no phone call, you could see the frustration on my face. I didnt even realize it until my dad asked me wat was wrong. But I got an apology this time soo it made me feel a lot better. I wish ppl in the past would've done the same thing, maybe i'd trust ppl more.
Yoooo, why the hell did my mom turn off the AC!? Im soo fucking hot right now&its probably not even this hot outside. Ughhhhhhhh!!!!! >:O
So i landed at jfk at about 12:30am on Saturday but didnt get home til 3:30am. Weird? Yes. I had hella fun in Barbados tho. I didnt really get to see one of my nieces unfortunately. We was trying to get in contact wit my sister but her cell is always getting cut off or sumthing so we couldnt reach her. I got to see my other 2 nieces tho but not for that long. =/. I saw my grandparents, my uncle, aunt, brother, sister, cousins&a whole bunch of ppl my dad knows. I even sorta made friends wit the ppl that live across from where my great grandmother [R.I.P.] used to live. My cousin Sherice is soo crazy, had madd fun chilling wit her in Barbados. I'm soo glad she's coming to nyc next week, we gon wil' out. I miss my brother&sister already. =(. My brother called me yesterday to see how the flight was and everything&i think he tried to hook me up wit one his friends. lol. It was madd random, he was just like somebody wants to talk to you. I thought it was somebody I knew but i didnt know this dude. My dad told my brother to stop putting guys on the phone to talk to me. Haha. The whole time i'm like he lives in another country! nothings gonna happen btwn us anyways so it doesnt matter! ahh well. Kadooment was fucking crazyyy. Everybody was wukkin up like crazy. Me, my brother, & my lil sis got up on this high wall by this nursery to watch the kadooment from above. My parents stood on the ground. It was sooo damn hotttt, the sun felt like it was soo close. Like a hr or sumthing later these girls&guys got up on the wall to but the girls went a lil further down the wall. One of the guys stood by me&my brother. Dude had a bottle of smirnoff&orange juice in his backpack, which btw is strong as hell. Haha. My bro kept running to the trucks trying to get beer&stuff. This other boy came, that knew the smirnoff guy&we started talking. He was trying to get wit me but in my head i was thinking you live in another country, thats too long distance for me. lol. Almost everybody in the bands were drunk as hell and since it was soo damn hot, they was all sweating so you was smelling bare alcohol. After standing on that wall for hours in the heat, wit only drinking some smirnoff&oj and a bottle of water, we went to get something to eat. I only got something else to drink, some sprite, & ate one of my lil sis' fishcakes. Then we went down to spring garden where all the bands end up. I drank some more water, then after a lil while watchin some of the bands we left&went to chefette. [thats a fast food place sorta like mcdonalds, only better. hehe.] I got a roti&something else to drink. I dont think i've ever been soo thirsty in my life. lol jk. That was a fun day tho. Man, I did so many other things during my 3 weeks there but I dont feel like writing it all. I'm still kinda tired. You could probably tell cuz I'm not even sure if wat i wrote made sense&i think i was jumping from one topic to another. Maybe I'll write more about my vacation later on, idk. All in all, it was sooo much fun&i didnt really wanna leave.
buh bye for now.
