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Haven't updated this in a min...5.18.09

2009-05-18T13:03:00.002-04:00

...but i passed calculus! that class was haunting me for like 2yrs. smh. lol. but its all over now...over until next semester when i have to take statistics. womp womp.

that is all.

Tumblr.

2009-05-06T12:47:00.002-04:00

Tumblr is better imo but imma still keep this for now.

So follow mee on tumblr! :)

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Once again, I'm procrastinating.

2009-04-21T21:58:00.002-04:00

Who is your 1st text in your inbox from?
Dee Dee!

What are your plans for the weekend?
Lupe/N.E.R.D. Concert friday night! besides that i have no idea but i kno imma be outside. the weather is gonna be noiceeee! lol.

Do you like going to Walmart?
i've only been to Walmart once lol and i didn't buy anything.

Who was the last person you had a serious talk with?
one of my parents i think.

Is there someone you can talk to about anything?
yepp.

Do you get drunk every weekend?
nah man.

Are you a bad influence?
no? hehe.

Did you get in trouble at school a lot?
nope.

Do you like where you live?
Brooklynnnn, yesss! My block and my house, no.

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
me, myself and i.

Who was the first person you texted this morning?
i didn't text anybody this morning.

Are you tired?
aren't i always? smh.

Are you in a good mood right now?
neither good nor bad.

Is your hair naturally straight?
nah. naturally wavy.

Do you think it's cute when a boyfriend/girlfriend buys you a random gift?
sure is. :)

What are you looking forward to in the next 4 days?
well within the next 4 days, the concert. can you tell i'm hypeee?? haha.

Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
the present.

Are promises important to you?
yes. don't make a promise to me if ur not gonna keep it, i'd rather you say no.

Would you ever tell someone you loved them first?
If i'm sure of it, yea.

What is the last thing you said aloud?
"daddy!" he put this show on to watch it but he keeps falling asleep. lol.

Someone knocks on your window at 2 am, what do you say?
"the fuck is you doing outside my window? matter of fact, how the fuck did you get up by my window in the first place?" haha.

Will you be in a relationship next month?
yessir. he's the best. ;)

Where were you at 1AM sunday morning?
probably doing skool work. FML.

Anyone you're giving up on?
not at the moment.

What were you doing at 10:30 last night?
i was coming home.

Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
umm, yeaa.

Who will you be sleeping with tonight?
the bf. lmaoo. nah, myself.

Are you an emotional person?
i can be.

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
yes.

Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you?
nah.

Have you ever worked in a food place?
nope.

What would you name your future son?
i kno but i'm not telling you. :P

What's on your schedule for tomorrow?
work on this 7 pg paper..that i should be starting now...

Does anyone know your Myspace password?
no.

Do you eat junk food everyday?
not everyday.

How did you and your number 1 become friends?
this ain't myspace my nigga.

Did any particular thing brighten up your day today?
no.

Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
nope but i think my current one is gonna last longer than that.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
of course.

Do you know how to change a diaper?
yep.

Is there someone who makes you happy every time you speak with them?
babes. ;D

Same ol. Same ol. 4.15.09

2009-04-15T02:19:00.007-04:00

These are some pics me and my sis took on sunday. We just came back in the house and started taking pics, idk y. lol.

FFFFUUUUUUUU. 3.30.09

2009-03-30T00:26:00.002-04:00

I need to start updating this shit more often. Anyways, theres nothing much to update on tho cuz my life sucksss...mostly only during the skool yr. :/

"Yo Shay, hows everything?" "Everythings cool but im just so busy wit skool work."

"When we chilling?" "When I'm not so busy wit all this skool work."

I swear when ppl ask me a question, i think imma start responding wit just 'skool.'

"How you doing?" "Skool." "Ohh. Yea, i kno how that is."

Almost everybody would get wat im trying to say so why waste my breath wit all those extra words. Lmaoo, im stupid.

Well today, i bought Steve Harvey's Book, Act Like A Lady, Think Like A Man. It should be a pretty interesting book but i probably won't get to read it til next weekend because, yep you guessed it, skool work. FML.

I really feel like kicking him, a.k.a. the one who says im just like him<3,> but my homie still bothered me cuz he knows that i know hes gonna bother me regardless to see wats wrong. Friggin loser. Lol JK. All these feelings at once are fucking killing me but i guess this is part of the deal. *sighs*

I haven't been taking as much pics nowadays like im used to doing. Wtf is wrong wit meee?? Ahhhh! I need to get back up on that. Lol.

Well idk wat else to write so that is all.

3.25.09

2009-03-25T13:44:00.002-04:00

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
not really. my mom heard my name in an old soap opera and liked it. lol. deadass.

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
not sure.

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
sure do.

4. FAVORITE DESSERT?
ice cream.

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
no.

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
of course. im the coolest! :)

7. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
brooklyn, nyc.

8. EYE COLOR?
dark brown.

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
if i knew there was no way i could get hurt or die, i would.

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
froot loops.

11. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
well, i can draw.

12. FAVORITE SOUND(S)?
music?

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
rum raisin. yummm.

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
their eyes.

15. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
i listen to neither.

16. FAVORITE FOOD?
most west indian food.

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
my bf. :(

18. SUMMER OR WINTER?
summer summer summertime.

19. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
i haven't read a book in a min and im not counting textbooks.

20. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
i dont have a mousepad. haven't used one in yrs.

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
the tv.

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
mac and cheese. lol. i swear that used to be a crayon in the crayola 64 ct box.

23. FAVORITE SMELLS?
i dont really have a fav. anything that smells good?

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
my mommy.

25. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BAND?
maroon 5. nickelback.

26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
basketball.

27. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
twilight.

28. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
light blue.

29. HUGS OR KISSES?
both. especially if theyre from my babyyy. :)

30. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
idc.

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
i like both.

32. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
idc.

33. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOK ING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
idc.

Boring Ass Spring Break 3.15.09

2009-03-15T19:49:00.004-04:00

Im starting to like tumblr better. :/
I didn't do anything special on my spring break. I didn't stay in my house all week but i didn't go away or anything either because all my friends have spring break at different times. Boooo! Oh well, its over now. I finally went grocery shopping yesterday. Man, i was sooo happy cuz there wasnt a damn thing to eat up in mi casa. Me and my lil sis was eating plain toasted bread for breakfast, dipping it in syrup. -__- haha, thats how bad it got. The bread and syrup didn't taste bad either or maybe it was just cuz we were really hungry. lmaoo.
Smh @ this muhfucka yesterday too. I knew this nigga was conceited but i didnt kno he was one of THOSE guys too. Smfh. I thought we was cool...
I miss my baby like crazyyy. You don't even kno how much. :'( Fyi, this and the previous statement are not related in any way. Sometimes i think...nevermind. I don't kno wat else to write so i'll put up some pics in random order.

Snow Day! 3.2.09

2009-03-02T13:20:00.004-05:00

I'm here chilling. I should start on my paper thats due tomorrow but I keep procrastinating. Imma end up starting this shit at 9 tonight at this rate. Smh. Imma TRY to start after i finish wit this post...hopefully.

This weekend was nothing special really. Friday, i went to la doctora con mi padre. He gets on my last fucking nerve but yet we're still madd close. Idk. We got outta there pretty fast surprisingly. After that we stopped by my lil sis' old skool to see one of her old teachers but she wasn't there so we just walked down our old block. Ran into some ppl. Do these ppl not have jobs? lol. I swear we was there standing on the block, talking for like an hr. Then we left and walked to the post office. Got something to eat from the mickey ds across the street, went to the supermarket then went back home. Saturday, i went to dunkin donuts for breakfast cuz i was hungryyyy as hell and couldnt find nothing to eat in my house. Went to the post office AGAIN to send this package to my cousin Tony. I kinda forgot wat i did after that lol but i kno i ended up back at home. My dad was trying to get us to go see street fighter, which i really didnt wanna see cuz after seeing Max Payne -_-, im a lil skeptical bout seeing these video game adaptation movies. Started checking fandango to see how ppl reviewed it. "I could eat film and shit out a better movie than this." Lmaooo. "Why did they put a non-chinese girl to play Chun-Li?" So many ppl wrote that, like wtf is wrong wit you guys! Before you wrote that, you should've got ur facts correct. Smfh. Kristen Kreuk IS Chinese! Well half chinese anyways. Thats why she plays Lana Lang in Smallville. Duhhhh! Well we ended up NOT going to see it and me, my mom and lil sis went to Babies R Us to go buy some stuff for my baby niece. Everything in there was sooo cute and lil. Like me! lol. [insiderr] I think i was getting weird looks cuz i was holding all the baby stuff but idgaf! Sunday. Sunday Sunday Sunday. I didnt do a goddamn thing. Ahh lazy sundays are the best lol. Got two text msgs and 2 phone calls telling me that classes are cancelled today. Hollaaa! I was supposed to have a midterm but since i only have that class on mondays and next week is my spring break, I still have like 2 more weeks to study. Yayyy me!
I don't have anything else to add really so i'll just post up a few random pics i took the past couple weeks.

^^my dad's slr camera. He had that shit for yrsss and he's helping me learn how to use it better. :)

P.S. I was a lil upset this weekend. Not at you but in general, you should kno why. Fuck yo...

Same Class. 2.20.09

2009-02-20T19:20:00.004-05:00

Took these all in or during the same class time, all on different days.

That motherfucker can't teach for shit. Yesterday, he pretty much lost me, in the work and in class. My mind was wandering like crazy, I was texting and I even left the room real quick to get a snack from the vending machine. Lmfao.

This week seemed extra short but hey, I'm not complaining. I got to see babes on monday, we didn't do shit but walk around outside in circles lol but its cool, I just luv being wit him. :) Don't really have anything much to add, maybe i'll blog bout sumthing mañana.
Adios!

Typical.

2009-02-15T22:10:00.003-05:00

Seems like i only get to write a post on the weekends. Oh well. Overall this weekend sucked, besides friday night and ihop on saturday.
Friday was Raquel's birthday. She's madd old now, thats all about her age i will disclose lol. Me and the girlies were supposed to meet up on 42nd st at 8. I left my house after 7:30 and it takes me about maybe 45 mins to get up there lol. The bus was taking hella long to come then the train took long too and when it finally arrived, it came in on the local track. Fuckkk. Im thinking, "oh shit, imma get up there madd late. After everyone else is there already." I get there a lil b4 8:30 i think and only Chanell was there. -_- I luv them but I should've known, they're hardly ever early. Scratch that, they're never early. I'm used to it tho. Anyways, Rocky, Keshive [her bf] and her friend Niqua [she told us to call her that cuz ppl always butchering her name haha.] came like 15 or 20 mins after me. I finally got to meet her bf after madd long! Of course she wants to meet my bf too, she been told me that lol. Niqua is madd cool too. Rocky tells us her friend Gina sed she was gonna come too. We're all like "Who the fuck is Gina??" Nancy came a lil after 9. Rocky still couldn't reach this Gina girl and I asked Nancy if she knew her and she sed no. Once again, we was all like "Who the fuck is Gina??" lmaoo. We headed over to the movie theater and met Gina over there, she had someone else wit her too. Then Nancy's friend Jay came, i met him b4 when we went to see shrek 3. He's madd cool too. It was crowded in there but we bought tickets to see Friday the 13th then we had to rush to get something to eat so we could come back and get good seats. Me, Chanell, Nancy and Jay was ahead of everybody going over to the buffet. That kept happening all night, it was always us 4 that ended up together wit everyone else behind lol. When we got back to the movie theater, we got seats like 3 or 4 rows back from the screen smh. Ppl in that auditorium was acting madd stupid. When the movie first started some dude yelled out "YEAAAAAA!!!!" And we're all like omfg. During the movie, ppl kept making comments like, "shut the fuckin door behind you" and "stop acting white!" [to the black guy in the movie haha.] And they kept screaming out, trying to scare other ppl. I'm not gonna talk about the movie, just go see it urself. I might go see it again wit babes just cuz he might wanna see it. I only took like 3 pics of everyone, im definitely slacking in the pic taking dept. It was a pretty fun night tho but it pretty much went mostly downhill from there...
Saturday sucked. I went to the post office, the supermarket and the meat shop. Called babes while i was on my way back home. Then i was forced to go to Ihop later that night wit the fam. Long ass story. Yea, i luv food and it cheers me up but i was still tight. As usual, fuck valentines day! Bring on the NEXT special occasion!...
I didn't do shit today. I swear i was in arguments all weekend and that shit was pissing me off. Like wtf yo? It wasn't necessarily over dumb shit but still. Ruined my fucking weekend. Thats all imma say bout that tho. Im out.

Its not Caroline, Its Coraline.

2009-02-09T04:39:00.005-05:00

Fuck you photobucket for fucking up my other nice, pretty layout. Now i had to change it to this one, which isnt bad looking at all, but i cant get that search bar thingy over my header to dissapear. Ughhh!

Wow, im in my bed on my laptop and its almost 5 in the morning and im still up. smh smh. Well at least I only have a late class tomorrow so i could sleep a lil longer. Whew!
What has happened since the day of the superbowl? Nothing different really.
Friday i went to go see Coraline wit my lil sis. He stay thinking shes 14 when shes only 12 lol. Anyways, we went to go see it in 3d at the theater on 42nd Street. It was really good and all the trailers were pretty funny too. I got my code and i hope i win! We took those pics up there when we were just waiting around. That camera on her phone takes like a yr and 6 months to take a pic. Thats me in the first pic and the lil sis in the second one. She looks depressed cuz she wanted sumthing to drink and i told her im not paying $5 for a soda. :) I just remembered i was supposed to show my bf the pic of those dunks. Oops. Oh well i'll show em to him later.
On saturday my mom wanted to try to get some things from this keyfood that we dont really go to a few blocks away because she always complains that the associated a few blocks away in the other direction is too expensive. Long story short, she will not be going to that key food again, its not any cheaper. And besides, my closet was bigger than that supermarket. Well not really but i swear we walked up like 3 aisles and that was it. haha. Even tho she wont be going back to that keyfood, thats not gonna stop her from complaining about the prices at associated. At least its not the size of a matchbox. After that we went back home and then went back out to kings plaza so we could exchange this iron at sears. My dad and lil sis tagged along too so they could get out the house. I think that was the shortest time ever that i spent in that mall and i only went in one store. *gasps* We ended up going to this ihop not too far away in the georgetowne shopping area. I wont be going back to that one. We had to wait madd long, the waiting area was squeezed up, the whole place is small in general and it was freezing. But when we were leaving and I went to go use the bathroom on the other side, it was a lil warmer and almost all the tables were empty except one where this lil group of white ppl were sitting. -_- Why were all the minorities packed together on one side and on this side it was pretty much empty? There were a lot of ppl in the waiting area too, why werent any of them being seated at these empty tables?? Uh oh, something smells fishy. SMH. Anyways, we left there and surprisingly didnt have to wait long for that b47 bus, which usually runs like shit. My dad kept thinking it was sunday for sum reason. lol.
Sunday, i went to union square. It was soo nice out. My mom came wit me so she could check out the bed bath and beyond up there. First we stopped in circuit city. Didnt buy nothing tho, i just wanted to see how much the prices were slashed. Its not enough, they need to slash em a lil more. This was the first time, that she remembers, going to bed bath and beyond. She likes it. You can find madd stuff in there for the house. I mainly went up there to go to the textbook store. They only had one of the books i needed, and it was the cheapest one too. I was tighttt. I wasted my time going there. Imma have to end up getting all of em at my skool's bookstore, which i was trying to avoid in the first place. My sis kept complaining that she wanted sumthing to drink but who cares. Went home, blah blah blah blah. Watched the grammys. M.I.A. was ready to burst! Literally. She was due today! Man, that was a pretty ballsy move. lol. Other than that, the swagger like us performance, T.I. and Justin's performance and Lil Wayne's thing towards the end, the grammys was wackk. Chris Brown beat Rihanna. Tsk tsk boy, that shit aint cool. He turned himself into the police.

I seen my blogspot views went up, sumthing that kinda surprises me haha, but if you're reading this, feel free to leave sum comments. I don't bite or anything...unless you provoke me. lol jk jk. Well im definitely gonna try to fall asleep now cuz me still being up at this time is no bueno.

Buh bye!

Superbowl XLIII

2009-02-01T20:28:00.004-05:00

Let's Go Steelers!!! I'm currently watching the superbowl. Well sort of, i keep leaving the room cuz its madd hot in there and running back in to see the commercials lol. I swear that shit is going on commercials too damn much. Anyways, that play towards the end of the 2nd quarter was crazy!! Omg! The Cardinals were soo close to their touchdown line, Harrison intercepted the ball and ended up scoring a 100 yard touchdown! 100 yards!! Holy shit! I was going crazy! lol. I couldnt believe it, that never happens. The Steelers have some good ass defense cuz they stopped the Cardinals from knocking Harrison down. Wooo!

On Friday, I went to see Taken. It was really good. Liam Nielsen was like an old Jason Bourne [the character from the bourne identity, etc..] in it lol. He sed "i do not know who you are but i will find you and i will kill you." He damn sure did that. After that finished we walked into the auditorium where they was showing Underworld:Rise of the Lycans. I didnt see the whole thing but i got to see most if it hehe. That was really good too. I'll just watch the beginning online or something. When i was on the train going home, i was just listening to my music and noticed that everyone started turning around. I stopped my music, turned around and heard these 2 dudes arguing. Then they started throwing punches and everybody started getting up and watching lol. I'm like these dumbasses dont got no type of home training. If you wanna fight get off the train and go fight on the platform, ppl dont wanna be sitting at this stop all day. It was a lil funny tho lol but still.
Saturday, I did some laundry. Went downtown wit my dad to pick up his glasses but that place fucked up everything again so i gotta go back tomorrow. smh. We went to get some coffee in Dunkin Donuts cuz we were freezing then went to macys to look for this thing. Bought that and the laundry still wasnt done so we just hopped on the bus to go back and help her. Thats basically it.
Today, i didnt really do a goddamn thing but the weather outside was niceee. I still have to write this paper thats due tomorrow night but i dont feel like it. I havent started it and i dont feel like going to class even tho im gonna end up going anyway.

I kinda dont even feel like watching this game no more, it got a lil boring after that play earlier. The commercials aren't all that good either. Last year's was better imo. Oh well, i guess i'll try to start on this paper. I dont even remember wat i gotta write it on. lmaooo. Maybe i'll write another post later.

Peace.

[1.25.09]

2009-01-25T19:43:00.004-05:00

I started skool on thursday. The first day of class was actually on wednesday but i dont have any classes on wednesday. It wasnt too bad but im not back in skool mode yet&i probably wont be for a lil while.
I didn't do much this weekend. Went to kings plaza wit the fam to pick up this wool north face jacket my dad bought. Its soo cute but too bad its a mens jacket&its wayyy to big on me or i would wear it. lol. On the way there my dad started arguing wit this dude that was gambling on the bus. Blah Blah Blah Blah. My parents were getting on my last nerves and me&my lil sis was about to leave them. Anyways, we went downtown to target to get sum stuff. Went to mcdonalds after that then went home. It was soo fucking cold&the wind kept blowing so that made it worst. Today i didnt do much but help cook. I should've been reading sum stuff for skool but oh well, i'll get to it eventually lol.
I wasn't happy this weekend, matter of fact for like this past month. But im not extremely sad either, only cuz i dont let anything get me depressed. I kno why im feeling this way and i wish it would stop. Thats only gonna happen one way tho&things keep fucking up that chance. smfh. There has to be sum other reason tho, adding to that other one, for why this is bothering me soo much. I may kno wat it is but im not too sure...

El Presidente. [01.20.09]

2009-01-20T21:33:00.004-05:00

Glad I didnt start school today cuz I wouldn't have gone to class. I watched most of the inauguration, especially Obama's first speech as the 44th President of the United States. That man knows how to write and read speeches! Woooo! haha.

My president is black, in fact he’s half white, so even in a racist mind he’s half right.
And if you got a racist mind it’s alright…
My President is black but his house is all white…

Born Sinner, The Opposite of A Winner..[01.17.09]

2009-01-17T23:28:00.008-05:00

Yesterday i was freezing like a motherfucker!. I chilled in my house most of the day, thank god, then met up wit my twin veronica by the movie theater on 42nd St. Walked in the theatre and EVERY notorious showing up on the board thing was blinking sold out! On top of that, it was od crowded. I was like omggg, did all those tickets sell out in like 2 hrs or sumthin!? Cuz i had called a lil earlier&all those times were still available. My twin told me she checked the machine&it sed the 8:30 showing wasnt sold out yet but yet up on that board it sed all of them was sold out. So we just waited on the line anyway thinkin damn wat other movie we gonna see instead. But i dont wanna see any of these other movies! When we got to the front, we asked the guy if all the showings for notorious was sold out&he sed the 8:30 showing was still available. Yayyy! Man you dont kno, i was gonna cry if i didnt see that movie that day cuz i kno everybody would be talkin bout it the next day. lmaooo. Had madd time so we went to get sumthin to eat first. When we went back, there was a line to get on the escalator, i dont think i've seen that b4. They checked our ids 3 times too! I understand the first 2 times, when we was buying the tickets&when we got upstairs to rip the ticket [tried to find another way to say that lol], but to check em when we was actually going in the auditorium [the part where you watch the movie], come on now. It was really not that serious.

Notorious was really good! Before friday, i was thinking that it wasnt gonna be any good then after watchin sum clips from it, i was like it might be aight. Soo glad i saw it, it was definitely not a waste of money. Jamal looked just like biggie&i swear he made himself sound exactly like biggie too! The girl that played faith evans looked just like her too. Derek luke played puffy. Nigga, you always dancing. haha. &i kno angela bassett couldve thrown on a jamaican accent but its cool. lol.The dude that played tupac, didnt look anythinggg like him..at all. Neither did the girl who played lil kim. <--I found out she was the girl that got kicked outta 3lw, i didnt even recognize her. They made lil kim look like she was a fucking whore, i see why she was pissed bout the way the portrayed her. But hey, if the shoe fits...
While im waiting for these pics to upload, i'll just party and bullshit and party and bullshit and party and bullshit and party and bullshit and party and bullshit and party and bullshit and party and bullshit..ok i'll stop, theyre done now. hehe.

Some ppl was in there rapping along wit the songs&waving their hands in the air like they was at the club or sumthin. smfh. Sum dude sitting next to me kept sayin yea thats how we do, shit like that, and he kept standing up&talkin to his friend that was in the row in front of him, like 5 ppl over. He stopped doing it for majority of the movie tho. I was just like this nigga just better not stand up in front of me. I definitely saw this girl in the movie that used to go to my high school, shes a yr younger than me. She was on antm too, i forgot her name tho. I think its atalya, sumthin like that. But yo, would you believe that some ppl were crying at the end? Like they didnt kno he died. WTF?

So i froze my ass off today too. Im tired of this motherfucking cold on this...yea that aint gonna work for this, i wanted to say that like samuel l jackson. Oh well, this opportunity will come again lol. Anyways, my mom&my lil sis went to go get their hair done&i went downtown wit my dad. He had to get sumthin wit his glasses fixed then we went to burger king. I kno there was a reason i stopped goin in that one&i always walked past it. I dont kno theres just sumthin about it&i still wonder why they stopped letting ppl go upstairs. That burger king used to be packed back in the day, now its type dead. You kno how you go inside sum place when its cold outside to escape the cold? Well that wasnt the case here, it was freezing in there! &i got sumthin cold to drink. smh. I swear i wasnt feeling the cold when i was standing in line lol. Im sitting there trying to eat my burger while my hands are shaking&my fries was cold. I didnt even finish drinking my drink, i just threw that shit in the garbage. My dad sed to go to dunkin donuts&get sumthin hot so we left&headed over there. Then went sumwhere else&got this tote for my mom then we went home. I guess im not going in any of those burger kings downtown anymore [theres 2 of em], the other one always has a bunch of weird ass ppl walking thru it. Oh yea, like just last week my dad was saying he's not going to the kfc downtown anymore cuz its madd dirty. The bus passes like right in front of it&while we were on the bus, i saw that it was GONE! I was like holy shit, i guess you werent the only person that sed they wasnt going back in there anymore. haha. My dad started arguing wit me for a quick sec saying that it was further up but i was right. The place is for rent&everything. Wow.

OMG, my kitty is laying in my ugg box again! I cant leave nothing open without her going in it. smh. lol.

Well, nighty night bloggy! :)

Brooklyn, We Go Hard! [01.15.09]

2009-01-15T23:35:00.004-05:00

Even tho it might be type buns lol, im going to see notorious tomorrow anyways! &i will be seeing it in manhattan cuz they might start wildin in brooklyn. Biggie is from brooklyn = you know dumbasses will probably start acting stupid in brooklyn. lmao. My dad says he doesnt wanna go see it for that reason ["ppl are just that stupid."], cuz biggie was a gangster&he got what the whole movie is about from one lil clip that showed on 106&Park & it doesnt even look all that. <<--His words, not mine. Im still going to see it tho wit my twin. I wanna see my bloody valentine 3d even tho it'll probably suck ass but the 3d should be cool. lol. I think thats the main reason why everyone wants to see that movie, the 3d. I was gonna go see it saturday but i might just put that off til sum other weekend, for more than one reason ...

Did you guys hear bout the plane that "crashed" into the hudson? I put crashed in quotes because they said the pilot landed on the water like he was landing on a plane runway&all 155 ppl on board survived! He gets major props for that one. I cant believe a flock of birds caused this, they madd gangsta yo! haha. So glad there were no fatalities. "A miracle on the Hudson."

Did you know theyre having 10 inaugural balls? --Do you know wat it takes to make 10 balls? 5 men! smh. hahaha.
&come on eddy curry, say it aint so. Wat kinda dude just goes up to another dude, drops his pants and says, "Look at me, Dave, look" and "Come and touch it, Dave."?? The fuck? From that part alone, it sounds hella fishy. But if it is true, he just gave the knicks another reason to be embarrased...

Frontin' [1.15.09]

2009-01-15T01:05:00.004-05:00

1. Put your iTunes on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your next answer.
3. You must write that song name down no matter how outrageous it sounds!
Im using my mp3 player, fuck that! &im also adding my comments after each one. Deal wit it.

IF SOMEONE SAYS, “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?
White America - Eminem. I guess that means its not ok. :\

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Ayo Technology - 50 Cent Ft. Justin Timberlake. Ayoo, im tired of using technology! I need you right in front of me. I feel that way right now...

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Why Dont We Fall In Love - Amerie. Umm, Alrighty then.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
Because Of You - Kelly Clarkson. Wow.

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Can't Tell Me Nothing - Kanye West. Ya damn right. Excuse me, is you saying sumthing?

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Dirrty - Christina Aguilera. Oh hellllllll to the naw! lmaoo.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?
Apologize - One Republic. That its too late for ppl to apologize to me? Ok.

WHAT IS 2+2?
Just Fine - Mary J. Blige. If i really thought that was the answer, i would have to go back to kindergarten&start all over again.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Lonely No More - Rob Thomas. Duhhh, they're not lonely when im around! Sry, i kno. That was wack.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Missing You - Case. Thats not wat i think about him but im damn sure missing him so much right now. :(

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Whine Up - Kat DeLuna. Sounds like i had a pretty good life thus far. haha.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
L.E.S. Artistes - Santogold. I can say I hope it will be worth what I give up.
If I could stand up mean for the things that I believe.

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Never Gonna Let You Go - Faith Evans. I'll never let you go. I actually do think that. ;)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
American Gangster - Jay-Z. Oh no.

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Forever - Chris Brown. &dance forev-ev-ever..

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Send It On - Sean Paul. Send it on right away? Thats fucked up.

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
The Light - Common. There are times when you need sumone..I will be by your side. Thats not a hobby or an interest tho.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Mikey Rocks - The Cool Kids. They rock? Or course, thats why theyre my friends.

WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Put You On Game - Lupe Fiasco. The Game. Not a good dude at all.

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Somebody's Gotta Die - The Notorious B.I.G. By a gun?? WTF?

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
That's What You Get - Paramore. Nothing, thats wat you get. :P

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Day N Night (Crookers Remix) - Kid Cudi. That video is funnyyy!

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Renee - The Lost Boyz. No not really. But Renee got shot in the end..

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
She's Like The Wind - Lumidee Ft. Tony Sunshine. That didnt really answer anything. lol.

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Keeps Gettin' Better - Christina Aguilera. I guess thats a yes? This also left that question unanswered.

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
One More Drink - Ludacris Ft. T-Pain. Lmaoooooo.

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Gone - Daughtry. Nothing. You're gone for a reason&it honestly doesnt bother me at all...

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Dont Phunk With My Heart - Black Eyed Peas. It hurts a tiny tiny bit right now. :/

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Frontin' - Pharrell Ft. Jay-Z. You should stop frontin babe. lol jk..or am i?

We in full FD!--FLY definition!--[01.12.09]

2009-01-12T23:21:00.009-05:00

My leg is falling asleep. Owwww! After like over 2yrs of having this piece of shit razr, i finally used the aim on it. I will not be using it anymore. It sucks ass! You cant edit much, cant read anyones away msgs, its slow as hell. &the only way i knew i got an im was when it lit up, now wat if i had that shit in my pocket. smh. I'd rather wait til i get home&use the aim on my laptop. Man, i cant wait til i get my new phone. Now both my legs are falling asleep. wtf?
Today my dad made me go up by his job so i could go with my mom to lunch since he brought his own&she didnt. Free lunch FTW! I got that mcnuggets luvin & sum hot chocolate to go with it. I never seen any other mcdonalds that sells lattes, cappucinos [sp?] & hot chocolate except this expensive looking mcdonalds around my parent's job. They have sumone playing a grand piano on this balcony thing inside, they have a gift shop upstairs [cuz theres always a lot of tourists around there]&they even have this special section where ppl cud throw parties&stuff upstairs! That hot chocolate was banging btw! It had chocolate syrup on the bottom, the hot chocolate&watever, then whipped cream wit a chocolate drizzle on top. But their dumbasses put that plastic cover thingy that you sip thru on top so all the whipped cream&stuff was stuck in the cover. I was drinking it while we left there and headed towards duane reade, losing most of the feeling in my hand cuz it was soo friggin cold! I finished it when we got in front of duane reade so i threw it away but right after i remembered that my whipped cream&chocolate drizzle was probably still in the cover. After that i headed over to their job&hung out there, bored as hell, for like the next 2 hrs. Which is why i decided to try out the aim, to lessen my boredom.
This guy is gonna be selling these barack obama sneakers during the inauguration. They're uglyyy&definitely not worth $59.99 but hey, i aint gonna knock the man's hustle. haha. If you ever watched the tonight show wit jay leno, kevin&john made a bet that if the giants lost john wud have to shave his head&if the eagles lost kevin wud have to shave off his mustache [he's bald]. Giants lost, womp womp. John looks soo funny without any hair. I wanted the giants to win but oh well, i didnt make any bets wit anyone so im good. Im gonna start using these smileys more often.
Im finally getting my hair done tomorrow! yayy me! Im not sure wat else to write at the moment so heres sumthin straight from my army of aim aways that'll give me sumthin to talk bout for a lil bit:
everybody&they momma got haters nowadays. come on now, lets be real. majority of these ppl that claim to have haters, tellin ppl to hop off they shit&to stop tryin to be like them blah blah blah, have nothin to hate on! but hey, i give yall props for havin such a high self esteem. lmaoo.
^^Isnt that true tho? Theres ppl wit shag rug faces&ugly ass attitudes wit the style of a hobo that think they have "haters." Do you really think sumone wants to hate on you!? Bitch please. Theres nothing wrong wit being confident but you conceited, you dont got a reason.
Aww, my cat just came jumped up&laid down next to me. It looks like shes trying to read wat im writing. lol. I'll add sum pics to make this waste of blog post longer. hehe. Keep the applause to yourself ppls. Courtesy of my laptop's webcam.

I kno i tell you this a lot but i miss you like crazy...everytime you're not around me.

"Nahhh, You Lyinggg!" [01-08-09]

2009-01-08T23:27:00.016-05:00

Today, today, today...

-Woke up around 7, went back to sleep. Woke up around 9:30, went back to sleep. Woke up around 12, contemplated going back to sleep again but forced myself to get up.
-Opened my deodarant&pieces fell on the floor. lol, that went in the garbage.
-Talked to sum ppl on aim while watchin recess. [yes i still watch recess. :P]
-Lil sis came home from skool, told me sumone got arrested a couple houses down. smfh.
-Saw a pimp walking up&down my block. I really dunno why...Took sum pics of him! lol. Heres one [didnt catch him from the front but oh well]:

-Sounded like i heard sumone fall above me. FYI, there is NO ONE above me. Nothing but roof. Someone must've been trying to steal my fucking satellite dish. GRRRRR! lmaooo.
-Watched law&order: svu.
-Went to the dry cleaners.
-Went to the corner store cuz my lil sis wanted snacks&sumthin to drink. [her greedy ass is always hungry.] While in there, started having this convo wit sum random dude. Imma shorten it up a lil. Bold=me;Not bold=random dude;Italic=lil sis:
*Shows my lil sis where the arizona drinks are* You 2 are sisters right? Yep, 8 yrs apart. *Looks at me then looks at her*...You lying. *laughs* Noo, im 20&shes 12. *looks at us again* Nahhh, you lyinggg! You are not 20. Now why would i say im 20 when i kno i only look 16. You cant be 20 yo! You got sum id? *laughs* Nah, i dont have my id on me. But no seriously, why would i lie&say im 20? Come on now. Damn, you making me look madd old. I gotta go shave now or sumthin. [Convo went on like that for a few more mins, left the store...] You're from barbados, jamaica, trinidad...? Barbados. Yeaa, I hear it. *Shocked look on his face* so you're really 20!? Yessss! Born in 88. I look like 40. Nah you dont look 40. *to my lil sis* How old do i look? Sumwhere in ur 30s? Like early 30s. *laughs* Seeee, i haven't even gotten there yet. I really need to go clean myself up a bit. *laughs again* Alright, take care. You too.
^^The convo was actually a lot longer that. haha. He had me rollingggg!
-Went to the post office.
-Went to the supermarket.
-Heard this from sum ppl outside next door. Guy. Girl. I just had to laugh:
Yo you aint gonna drive me home too? Man, i dont even kno where you live. Where do you live? Wherever you live. *Laughs*
^^That made my day. lol.
-Watched law&order. [the og one.] I luv law&order if you havent noticed. Csi too! :)
-Had sum chinese food&got hungry again within the next 2 hrs. hahaha.
-Played wii fit.
-Went on aim again&watched jay leno&conan.

Blah Blah Blah. I did more shit but these were the highlights of my day...sorta. lol. Damn, I was on a roll&i just went completely blank. Oh well.

Laters.

SMFH. [01.07.09]

2009-01-07T11:43:00.003-05:00

I was waiting at the doctors office today for FOUR FUCKING HOURS!! For my dad to only go back there for like about 20 mins. *rolls eyes* I was hungry as hell the whole damn time&the signal in there sucked so i couldnt even text anyone or go on the internet on my phone. *rolls eyes again* Yea, that pissed me off a lil but its watever now.

Took this pic sumtime during those 4 hrs of waiting. [I dont like it that much. :/] My hair looks short but thats just the front thats short.

*This guy on the tonight show is a goddamn idiot. I was gonna say sumthin else but forget it. hehe.

That is all.

I like to add an H on the end for emphasis..[01.07.09]

2009-01-07T00:53:00.009-05:00

..NIGGAAAAHHHH! <--this shit had me rollinggg! like are you serious??

I kno madd ppl that went back to skool on monday, womp womp. I dont start again til the 21st [i only kno this cuz i got my skool's academic calendar in the mail today. well yesterday since its 1:20am.]. Well technically thats the 1st day of classes but i have no wednesday classes so my 1st day is actually thursday! Dont Hate. I dont even wanna think bout it tho cuz i do NOT feel like going back. AT ALL.

Hmm...I hit 1 month wit the bf the other day [known him wayyyy longer tho. JHS!]. ;D Yea, its only ONE month but theres this dude around my age, no hes actually older than me, that i kno&i swear he gets a new gf every couple of weeks. No i dont think hes a player..excuse me, playA..i think he just has the worst luck when it comes to relationships. Soo yea, i think i got a pretty good deal cuz theres still ppl out there that dont even make it this far. One down, Infinity more to go. *muahh. Speaking of the bf, he had me dying the other night. We was acting madd silly. Dude shut me down like 3 times tho, that was soo not cool. friggin dork! lol. Thats prob why i couldnt fall asleep, i kept thinking bout that convo&laughing. hahaha oh well.

Hi im Shana&i like to scrunch up my nose in pics. Been doing it since i was a baby, oh yes. I also like tom&jerry. 14 DAYS TIL BUSH IS OUT OF THE MOTHERFUCKING WHITE HOUSE! I seriously dont kno wat else to write today so bye, maybe i'll write sumthin later..

New Years Weekend [01.04.09]

2009-01-04T20:39:00.015-05:00

Whoaaa, i havent written in this since last yr haha. 09 hasnt started off too bad except i havent seen my bf yet :(. I brought in the new yr in my pjs lol. Wasnt too bad cuz i didnt feel like doing anything special anyways. Took pics but they look shitty so i wont be posting those. haha. Later in the day, i went to my godsis/cousin's house in staten island. My first time going to staten island. Sum parts of it kinda looks like brooklyn but its definitely not as popping. I might start going more often just to chill at her house, maybe finally go&check out staten island mall. I heart my godsis tami!

My parents were there too but they were sitting sumwhere else. They thought the ferry was gonna get OD crowded cuz of all the ppl that was waiting for it so they just sat down in the 1st seat they got too. I kept telling them its a big boat wit like 3 floors but they dont listen. *rolls eyes*

Friday i finally got see my cuz tony. Missed his crazy ass. Hes been down here from barbados for since like a week or so b4 christmas&we just got a chance to see him. Anyways, he came over to my house then we went to times square. Walked around there taking pics&looking for a security cam. Why up there, idk. Those stores like to jack up prices when they think ur a tourist. I made sure i sed it when i went in each store too lol. We didnt find any. Went into mcdonalds to get sumthin hot cuz we was freezing, ended up eating in there too. When we was done tony talking bout, do we really have to go back out there? *laughs* yes unless you gonna sleep in here. His response: thats not a bad idea right about now. lol hes stupid. We did NOT sleep in there lol, instead we headed over to rockerfeller center to see the tree cuz my lazy ass will probably not get back up there to see it b4 it comes down. Took pics of the tree&stuff, went in the nbc store&took pics then headed back over to times square cuz tony wanted to buy a psp for my cousin sherise. damn, i wish she was in nyc right now too :/. We went in the big ass toysrus&i was about to hit sumone on the way over there. Tourists get on my goddamn nerves, kept stopping like theyre the only ppl walking on the sidewalk. smh. My dad ended up asking me if theres any radioshacks around there&the closest one was in manhattan mall. So basically i wasted my time walking over to toysrus&i was not walkin all the way to 34th st. Yes, i made them hop on the train to take it only one stop. IDGAF if it was an extra $2 each, i didnt feel like walking over there. They bought watever in radioshack. One of the workers in there was madd creepy. Everytime i looked in his direction he sed hello. Damn yo, i heard u the first friggin time! Manhattan mall is all gutted out [well mostly the basement is]&strawberrys[the store] is on the first floor barricaded by just this tape thingy. lmaoo i was like wtf? It better be worth going to when theyre done fixing it. After that we went in macys, to again leave wit nothin. Then we went home&my lil sis beat tony in boxing madd times on the wii. It was soo funny how fast he was gettin knocked out. As you can imagine, my feet were killinggg me.

Saturday, tony was supposed to come over again but sumthin happened so he was just gonna meet them downtown. Tami was supposed to come pick me up to go driving wherever cuz she never stays in staten island anyways. She always coming to brooklyn cuz we go hard..we go hard. lol. So i just waited around for her&everyone else went out. That didnt happen cuz she was getting her car fixed. I was just gonna laze around the house cuz i didnt feel like goin out in the cold. Changed my mind right after lol&tried calling babes but i forgot his piece of crap phone was off. Dont yea yea my upgrade lol [insiderr]. My lil sis called me to see if my godsis picked me up yet&i told her wat happened. Then my dad took the phone&MADE me meet them downtown at atlantic center. Dont kill me! *runs&hides* I honestly thought i was gonna end up getting my ipod touch or sumthin for goin down there. haha. Tony told me i need to go back home [barbados] more often&work on my accent cuz he sed i sed "godsister" funny. My defense: i talk wit a bajan american accent. His comeback: no, its just frig up. lol. The only good thing that came outta me going down there was that i ate at BBQs, which was OD crowded as usual. Then we went home&tony tried out wii fit. I thought dude was gonna break the balance board or knock my piano over. lmaoo. He left&i started looking up guitar hero world tour&rockband 2. Im definitely gettin rockband 2 when it comes out january 15th for the wii! I've wanted it for the longest, i could've gotten it for my ps2 but i didnt want to. &I cud always go play guitar hero at sumone elses house cuz i got connections like that. ;).

My cuz sherise sed that first pic mek she shame. haha too bad. Of course i took more pics [everyone that knows me, knows im camera happy lol] but thats too many to be posting up here. Today was a pretty chill day, i didnt do a damn thing&i think i got a headache because of it. Thats one of the reasons i hate staying in my house at times cuz it gives me headaches sumtimes. Sounds weird but its tru, sumthin bout it does. I wanna go get my hair done this week but i cant unless my parents give me sum money cuz im broke. lol. My mom sed its my fault for buying that expensive jacket. I keep telling her it was on sale but she sed it was still expensive on sale. Oh well, it was cute&i dont think it was that expensive. Although i am broke now. -_- I told my bf i gotta cut my hair&all he kept saying was noooooooo! I thought it was pretty funny cuz im gonna get it cut regardless. :P Its still gonna be long when im done so idk wat he worrying about lol. &my homie danny is on his side. smh smh.

TH-TH-TH-TH-THATS ALL FOLKS!
^^sed like porky pig^^ hehe.

Highlights&Lowlights of 08. [12.31.08]

2008-12-31T13:57:00.012-05:00

Whoa, its new yrs eve already. I swear this yr went by really fast. Ok, so some good things that happened in 08 [not necessarily in order.]:
--i got a new niece! :D
--i passed all my classes.
--i got a new camera!
--i camera-whored like i do every yr. haha.
--ringling bros!
--i got see most of mi familia in barbados this summer.
--went to crop-over to this summer.
--made new friends.
--got back in touch wit sum old friends.
--i met my uncle, his wife&my 3 cousins.
--seen the dark knight. <--thee best movie of 08! hands down!
--i got a wii!
--i've grown to luv honey nut cheerios.
--obama won the presidency!
--knowing that bush will be out the white house come 1.20.09. <-- 20 more days yo!
--i got back in touch wit my aunt&my cousin. havent seen them in yrsss!
--a new widescreen monitor for my computer!
--i donated sum coats to charity.
--the iraqi reporter throwing his shoes at george bush! hahaha that was the funniest moment of 08. bush got some fast reflexes. lol.
--for xmas, i got a new laptop!!! wooo! i got other things too but i really needed a new laptop.
--&last but not least, i found the semi-perfect guy! hey no ones perfect! lmaoo. but nah, hes the sweetest tho<3.

bad things of 08 [again, not necessarily in order.]:
--skool.
--skool.
--skool. hahahaha.
--not seeing him. :(
--bein sick for like 2 or 3 weeks. boooo!
--still didnt get to see the radio city christmas spectacular. =/
--didnt get a nikon d60.

now for the annoying things of 08:
--soulja boy. <-- ughhh! i cant believe he has a 2nd album, a clothing line&shoes out! &dude is making a video game&a cartoon too! wtf?? wat kinda video game is that gonna be?? dude got rich real fast off of shit. smh.
--if you gonna rep where u live on myspace or sumthin, spell it correctly. its brooklyn motherfucker, not broolkyn.
--10, 11 or 12 yr olds [basically lil kids] sayin theyre in luv wit their bfs. thats been annoying to me for the longest tho. but wat makes it worse is when theyve only been goin out for like a day&they say theyre in luv. kids these days man. i've probably sed it b4 but if my lil sis [shes 12] ever told me shes in luv wit sum boy, i'd slap the shit outta her. deadass.
--incorrect grammar. this hasnt only bothered me this yr but damn. at least act like ur parents taught you right. like you actually learned english in skool. im not sayin you cant speak slang, cuz i do. you just gotta kno when to switch that shit up&stop using the wrong words. this isnt slang but i've seen it b4, ppl usin "are" instead of "or," "wont" instead of "want," "pairs" instead of "pierced.." <--thats just stupid, those words arent even related. *rolls eyes*
--im tired of seeing ppl write like this: "oH mY g0D y0 da+ $h1t wA$ m@d crAzY $0n. mY b@e l0Ve$ mE m0r3 tHaN aNYth1Ng. lUlz." [stole that line from sumone elses blog lol.] or like this: "i lOok so fiierce wiit my raptOrs" or adding extra letters onto lol like: "lOlsz." i thought ppl were supposed to shorten words on the computer, not make em longer. i've seen sum other stuff too but i dont feel like wasting like 10 mins writing it. &i've seen paragraphs written like that, must've took a half hr. smh. oh yea, &wat is the point of using "dhat" or "daht" in place of "that"? makes no damn sense to me.
--these dating shows are getting on my last nerve. flavor of luv, rock of luv, i luv new york, real chance of luv, blah blah blah. they never stay wit the person anyways. stop wit these shows already 'fore i tear my hair out yo.
--these male enhancement commercials. OMGGG! theyre just poppin out the wood work. how can a dude be proud of needing to take male enhancement pills!? nigga needs to stop lying. you kno ur ashamed, go hide under a rock. &his significant other doesnt mind!? she lyin too. not sayin you shouldnt like a guy just cuz hes havin "problems" cuz that would be madd shallow but i dont think ur 1st reaction is gonna be pleasant. ya kno??
--bet playing g-unit's rider pt 2 but u cant hear majority of the chorus. just dont play it ppl. i cant rap bleeps, i wanna hear every single word. &you may think im over exaggerating bout this song but im not. go youtube it. you literally hear like 5 words out the whole chorus. &to add on to that, theres other bleeps throughout the whole song. it probably adds up to like a min or more of bleeps lol.
--this new "trend" of pregnant girls. i kno sum girls who are pregnant&sum who have babies already. so im not trying to bash them or anything. it just seems like every girl picked this yr outta all yrs to start gettin preggo. thats one trend i planned on not keepin up wit earlyyy.

Im sure im missing plenty of stuff but watever. I think i hit the most important ones i wanted to mention. Madd ppl are saying new yr, new me but fuck that. Im not gonna change just cuz its a new yr. Change happens on its own. Im just gonna continue to grow which includes change anyways. Am i supposed to go thru sum type of transformation as soon as it hits midnight?? Umm, i dont think so. Im probably not gonna do a blog post tomorrow so i have one more confession to make b4 this yr is over....I really wanna punch you in the face right now but i need you to give me more of a reason to. I already think i have a good enough reason but other ppl might not think so. lmaooo.
Well on that note, im out.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

post christmas weekend [12.29.08]

2008-12-29T17:51:00.014-05:00

I was gonna post yesterday but my head was killingggg me so i just called it a night. I luvers my laptop!!! Took that first pic up there christmas day. &im wearing my new hat in it! That 2nd pic where you cud see the bottom of my ugg boot, i took on friday after i got home from seeing the spirit. That movie cud lick the bottom of my boot. haha. It sucked major ass! I cant believe that was made by the same ppl who made sin city&300! Those 2 movies were awesome, this one wasnt. smfh. I saw the ending of marley&me cuz it was showing in the same auditorium the spirit was gonna show in&it only finished like 15 mins b4 the spirit was supposed to start. Long story short, i shoulda went to see that instead like i wanted to. I def have to go back&see it or at least watch it online. *I just checked the box office list, marley&me came in at #1. the spirit...#9 womp womp.* We just went out on a whim. "hey lets go to the movies&pick a random movie outta all the ones we all wanna see." Never doin that again. smh. Well, thats pretty much all that happened on friday.

On saturday, i went downtown wit the 'rents&lil sis to go pick up my dad's glasses&for my mom to get her eyes tested. My dad's glasses look really cool on him. I look cool wit them on too but everything looked hella blurry&hugeee lol. Then we went to our jeweler to go get my dad's watch fixed, we gotta go back sum other day. I might finally get another piercing in my ears when we go back. We picked up sum other things, well mostly my mom&lil sis did. I didnt really see anything i wanted to get. Then we went to ihop. Had to wait long as hell for our food, our waitress claimed it was so we wouldnt get no undercooked food but it was good. I forgot to take a pic of my food :( lol. I took a lil more pics but i dont think my parents want those on the internet lol even tho theres nothin wrong wit them. Oh well. They look hella tired in that pic..

Sunday, i went out wit the lil sis to 34th st. My dad seen us gettin ready to leave&he's like where wunnuh gine?? "We goin to 34th st so i cud look for that plaid button down shirt in forever 21&selena wants to buy sumthin for her friends. You didnt tell me this, i just seen wunnuh gettin ready out the blue. I mentioned it yesterday when we was in ihop looking at clothes on selena's g1. I dont remember you sayin anything. Well i did. So you not gine ask me to go wit wunnuh? You sed you cud get ready real fast so we'll wait. Nah, ga head. I can see yall just wanna go together." Then my mom joins in, "So wah you ask dem that fa?" lmaoo, the convo went sumthin like that. Anyways, we went to get the 46 to the a train. I forgot that shit wasnt running from utica to jay st&we wud have to take the shuttle bus. Fuck that, i took it back the other way, got the j train then transferred to the f train. If i had remembered earlier i woulda just walked to the j train cuz its not far from my house. *sighs* We got up there, went in forever 21&DIDNT find the plaid shirt i wanted, or anything else i wanted for that matter. In a way i kinda hate that forever 21 cuz its always crowded&shit is always all over the floor [not talkin bout shit literally lol.]. We left there, went into american eagle&i bought the AE favorite shirt [the orange striped one]. Close enough to wat i wanted to get, might go back&get the other colors. The whole time selena was complaining that she was thristy. Im like damn girl, leave me alone but i just took her to this hot dog cart when we left the store&she got a snapple. Right after we went in h&m, which was right across the street from american eagle, to see if we cud find anything. We walked to the up escalator, thats now to the back of the store, to go up to the 2nd floor..theres a reason y im sayin these lil details..by the time we got up to the 2nd floor, all her juice was gone! i asked for a sip while we was on the escalator&it was still mostly full! She drank it in like 5 mins, she wasnt lying bout being thirsty! haha. Anyways, i was mostly looking for a hoody&selena was gonna get this shirt but she put it back&i didnt see a hoody i liked so i didnt get nothin in there. Decided to check out macys&took sum pics on the way over there. Saw this cute hurley jacket/hoody [w/o the hood] thingy that i wasnt gonna get cuz i wanted to find sumthin cheaper but i kept goin back to it. I ended up buying it. Even tho my lil sis kept sayin she didnt like it. Shes soo friggin weird cuz when i got home&tried it on again, she sed she wants to wear it sumtimes. NO! You didnt like it b4! Its mine! While we was in macys, she had to pee lol. &tell me why we had hell lookin for the bathroom. Its not like i've never been in there b4 but its like in there got even bigger or sum shit. lmfao. We ended up finding one of the womens bathrooms thats in there&the line was goin out the door! Theres madd women bathrooms in macys but they still got lines in each one? WTF? Well we left there, went in the other h&m & she bought sum lil things for her friends. Then we went home, despite her askin me to go to dunkin donuts the whole time. Shes a pest, my god!

...i still have yet to see any black ppl up in this window display smh...it was madd warm on sunday. 63 degrees in december!? this weather is weird as hell. Oh yea, either saturday or sunday, i found out sumthin that i pretty much suspected for the longest. By the way he acted, i knew it all along, even tho i havent seen him in months. Actually, i think it was yrs. Well, i told him wats good, sumthing i should've done awhile ago but i guess i was too scared to hurt his feelings. I honestly thought i was making it pretty obvious by the way I was acting, he just wasnt getting the hints or didnt want to. I think i must've scared him off anyways cuz i aint hear from him yet. Oh well, i will be starting off the new yr wit yet another thing off my chest. THANK GOD! The last weekend of 2008&i spent it wit the fam, not bad. i need my hair done man. i gotta get it cut. ending this......now.

BYE!

Its Christmasss!...for like a half hr more. 12.25.08

2008-12-25T23:36:00.007-05:00

my lil sis didnt get scared or say "omg, i got the g1!" when the phone started vibrating, she just looked confused as hell. she had trouble opening up the box too. haha. told you i had to catch her reaction on video. so here it is:

well today was a pretty chill day. i actually woke up at like 8:30am, which was weird cuz i never get up that early. i wasnt really anxious to open up my presents like i used to be when i was lil but oh well. &wat made it weirder was that my dad was up b4 me. *gasps* that hardly EVER happens. anyways, we opened up our presents. i didnt really ask for anything this christmas but i still got wat i wanted. i guess my parents really do listen to me when i talk. one of the things i got was a NEW LAPTOP!!! i've been wanting a laptop for the longestttt cuz my so called "new & free" laptop that i got from my skool is a piece of shit. my battery is bad & it cud only work while its plugged in, it runs like shit&it kept shutting off on me. smfh. plz, that shit was not free [wit all that tuition im payin.] & i damn sure doubt that shit was new. my skool cant afford to give freshman NEW laptops every skool yr. almost everybodys laptop was fuckin up, well all my friends that entered the same yr as me. anyways, im on it right now! its not the exact one i was lookin at b4 but hey its still nice. of course, now that i have a built in webcam, me&my lil sis was takin a bunch of stupid pics. come on, thats one of the things we're known for man! lol. i've been on it all day & checking out her g1 phone too in between. --damnn, this vid is takin hella long to load.-- i ate a lot of food too, felt a lil like thanksgiving. lol. didnt talk to babes much today, just sent him a text wishing him a merry christmas. according to his facebook status, he's too busy rockin out to guitar hero: world tour wit his lil bro [not his exact words.]. haha. --yayy! the vid is done loading!-- i'll probably talk to him later. yep, today was pretty much a chill day, just stayed home wit the fam bam. i wanna go see the spirit, the curious case of benjamin button, 7 pounds, or marley & me tomorrow. such a hard decision, ughhh! lol. i should just go to the movies really early & movie hop to each one. buy one, see 3 free!! thats wats up! i dont feel like typing this anymore so imma just end this here. laterrr.

hope everyone had a good christmas! :)

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!! [12.25.08]

2008-12-25T00:51:00.007-05:00

im not tryin to offend anyone so i'll say: merry christmas! happy hanukkah! happy kwanzaa! &for watever holiday i may have missed, happy that too! lol. damn, i cant believe its christmas already. by this time next yr, its gonna 09! wow.
yesterday it seemed like i had madd stuff to do, well sorta. i woke up a lil after 10 & started cookin the ham. then my mom called me tellin me to call my cousin tony. he left 2 messages on my answering machine earlier in the week & i kept forgetting to call him back. OOPS! but it was good hearing him, i havent talked to him since i left barbados back in aug. "call you bf & bother he if you so bored. thats wat he here for nuh." <--said wit a bajan accent. lmaoo he's soo crazy man.then i baked like 2 cakes. had to cut up sum potatoes, onions and carrots, my dad used that stuff to make sum curry goat later. yummm! then i had to change the tablecloth on the table. i did sum other stuff too but i dont feel like listing everything. oh yea, my lil sis helped me out wit everything too. i aint forget u gyal! lol. after i got majority of that shit done, my bf went wit me to 14th street so i cud get this thing for my uggs. he bought sum stuff too, last min christmas shopper. smh. i cud talk cuz that thing for my boots was not a present for myself or anyone else, i just happened to buy it on christmas eve. haha. it felt good holdin his hand cuz i hadnt seen him in like a week :(. i luv bein around him. anyways, my dad didnt want me goin out anywhere cuz he thought i was gonna rush everything but thats watever. i didnt rush anything, i finished, i went out, came back like a couple hrs later, he was a lil pissed, oh well. he got over it. when i got back home, i helped my parents cook and do sum other things. got a bunch of txt msgs from my buddies wishin me a merry christmas. [still gettin them up to this point lol.] then me & my dad finally wrapped my lil sis' g1 phone. she doesnt even kno its under the tree. we put it to ring & vibrate, left it on inside the box and tried out our idea. it worked! the box vibrated!...sorta. well at least u can hear it vibrating. [i never understood that. vibrate is so ur phone wont ring out loud. wow.] now later this morning when i call her phone, shes either gonna be scared shitless or say "OMG!! a g1! ahhhh!" i definitely have to record her reaction. lmaooo. i didnt even really ask for anything this yr so i have no clue wats under that gift wrap. well, i just have to wait & see...
damn, i havent gone to sleep this early in weeks. mind you, its now 1:42am. lol smh. im not an insomniac, its just a bad habit..that i dont feel like breaking.
im outtie. once again, merry christmas! i mean, happy [insert wat holiday you celebrate here]! :)

holy shit. navidad in dos dias. [12.23.08]

2008-12-23T02:40:00.016-05:00

almost 3am & im still up. maybe i'll go to sleep after i finish writing this bloggy idk. decided to make another post so the other one wouldnt be OD long. yea im slow like that, deal wit it. dont feel like pressing shift &watever letter at the beginning of each sentence. i obviously dont feel like typing "i" at the beginning of every sentence, besides this one of course. its almost 3 in the fuckin morning&im a lil out of it. anywaysss, this crazy ass weather is gettin to me. its freezin one day & warm-ish the next. wtf? the snow looked pretty when it first fell but now it looks like shit. [literally & figuratively.] its still pretty in the backyard. i hate the snow tho. "oh yea i forgot u was a island gal" lol. went to the eye dr on saturday. me & the lil sis eyes are perfecto. thank you thank you. the optometrist was really nice & she told me i looked like a model. holla! :) my dad on the other hand [talkin bout his eyes], no perfecto. haha. hes getitn sum really nice glasses tho. never knew cadillac made glasses until sat. maybe he cud drive his glasses. wow im like more stupid when im tired lol. my mom has to go back another day, long story. umm, sunday i went to kings plaza cuz i damn sure wasnt walkin from store to store wit all that snow outside, id rather be in a mall. this was from today:

ShaY soO RoCkz (12:28:44 AM): oh yea & kings plaza on sun

(12:29:53 AM): where is kings plaza?

ShaY soO RoCkz (12:30:12 AM): bk

(12:30:22 AM): no really, lol. i knew tht

(12:30:25 AM): but where in bk, lol

ShaY soO RoCkz (12:30:37 AM): oh i was about to say lol

ShaY soO RoCkz (12:30:43 AM): im not sure

ShaY soO RoCkz (12:30:53 AM): i think its marine park

(12:31:46 AM): oh ok

(12:31:51 AM): so wht is there, lol

ShaY soO RoCkz (12:32:11 AM): ...u cant be serious

(12:32:16 AM): yeah i am, lol

(12:32:20 AM): i never been there

ShaY soO RoCkz (12:32:56 AM): stores

ShaY soO RoCkz (12:33:03 AM): its a mall

(12:33:19 AM): okie

(12:33:25 AM): i dont shop there, lol

ShaY soO RoCkz (12:33:36 AM): obviously not

ShaY soO RoCkz (12:33:37 AM): lol

^^that gave me a good laugh. this nigga lives in bk & most ppl that live in bk, know about kings plaza. i guess thats not the case after all. smfh. doubt he reads this but just in case, ur a dee dee dee! lmaoo. oh yea, they opened up a new armani exchange there, gotta go check that out when i actually have enough money.
when i woke up this morning, i mean afternoon [it was 12pm lol.], another gift appeared under the tree for me. lol. &when i went to unplug the tree at like 12:30 am, i hit into another gift for me. WTF? i was in the same room as the tree the whole night & i did not see when that was put there! lol oh well. it was fuckin freezing today. like 20 degrees but felt like 5! OMG!! so i didnt go outside lol but i did go by my door to get these christmas presents from my aunt. shes goin to georgia on the 24th. i wanted to go but money is hella tight right now. she also brought money from my grandma in barbados that she had since early november. me&my lil sis were surprised at the amount it was. [&not for the reason ur prob thinkin...] when my dad got in from work, he thought i was lying bout the amount. lmaoo.
(10:49:16 PM): Lol thank u I'm thinkin bout gettin her a stylish hat or sumthin frm bath & beyond
ShaY soO RoCkz (10:51:29 PM): ohh. i didnt even kno they sold hats
(10:52:19 PM): Noo not a hat frm dere silly
(10:52:23 PM): Lol
(10:52:36 PM): A stylish hat
(10:52:39 PM): Lmao
ShaY soO RoCkz (10:53:06 PM): lol oops
ShaY soO RoCkz (10:53:12 PM): i def read that wrong
(10:54:06 PM): Lol I kno
^^smh. i really cant believe i sed that shit. that was my dumb moment of the day. if we was face to face, babes woulda prob slapped me upside my head. & i wouldnt have hit him back cuz i deserve it. lmaooo. whoa i dont think i usually write this much on here, my sleepiness actually helped me out. haha weird. yo imagine if i didnt seperate these 2 blog posts. lol. i think im gonna end this now tho. but not until i put up a few pics of my decorations & stuff...

the star on the top of my tree.

one of the ornaments.

lights wrapped around stair banister.

these are up on my wall.

*bonus pic: garfield looks like hes tryin to get into the toaster oven. [i was bored lol.]

*bonus pic: me in kings plaza. kinda dark but watever.

CHRISTMAS IS IN 2 DAYS! :)
DUECES!

survey-izzle. [12.23.08]

2008-12-23T02:23:00.002-05:00

its almost 2:30am, i should go to sleep now cuz my eyes are a lil cloudy lol. [baddd habit.] im bored so here goes...

Is there an ex you want to make up with?
nah.

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
..on the cheek? no. ..on the lips? no. lol.

How do you feel about the person who texted you last?
i actually havent texted anyone in like 2 days! *hears cheers* but i kinda cheated, i've been iming. -_-

Who was the last person to hold your hand and when?
idk&i dont remember.

Do you like anyone right now?
yes.

Have you ever smoked pot?
nope.

What are you looking forward to?
christmas&the new yr.

Has this weekend been good?
ehh, it was nothin special.

Who was the last person that made you cry, why?
i havent cried in a longgg time.

Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?
a rottweiler.

Have you ever had a difficult relationship?
yes. &im not talkin bout a bf/gf relationship.

Ever driven into the ghetto to buy drugs?
nah man. all i gotta do is walk down the block. lmaoo jk jk.

Can you read other people’s expressions?
maybe?

When was the last time something bothered you?
yesterday. :/

Are your ears gauged?
nope.

Have you ever stayed in a hotel?
no. :(

Have you ever dated some one who was not good to you?
nope.

Have you ever played beer pong?
nah.

Do you believe that you are a good girlfriend or boyfriend?
i hope so.

When’s the last time you cried?
i don’t remember.

Would you hug your ex again?
maybe. i dont hate them or anything.

Have you ever driven without a license?
ive never driven anything but my bike. haha.

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
i have really cost guy friends but none are my bffs.

Was yesterday better than today?
not really.

What time did you go to sleep last night?
like 3 sumthin in the morning.

Who did you last shoot a dirty look at?
i try not to give dirty looks..

Are you happy right now?
pretty much.

What is in your pocket?
my cell phone.

When is your birthday?
oct. 10th.

Where did you buy the shirt you’re wearing now?
sears i think.

What color are your eyes?
dark brown.

How tall are you?
5’ 7".

How’s your heart lately?
happy.

The last song you listened to?
mockingbird - eminem.

Are you a forgiving person?
fuck forgiving. jk,

Have you ever been around someone who was high?
yea.

Ever kissed someone who smokes?
i dont think so..

THE END.

end of the yr survey. [12.18.08]

2008-12-18T23:52:00.019-05:00

Well i kno its not the end of the yr yet but hey, we only got like 12 more days left of 2008&i'll probably forget to do this later on anyways. &plus, im really bored right now. hehe. but before i get started wit it, heres a lil update...Nothin much has happened since i last blogged. Im done wit my fall semester. yayy! Grades lookin good so far but im still waiting for one more. Babes was sick but hes better now. Ummmm, i bought a pair of uggs on saturday. I sed i was never gonna buy a pair but i did&i dont regret it. They're superrr comfy&warm! Today i found out my cousin tony is in ny! for 3 friggin weeks! he never even told me he was comin from barbados to visit. smh. uhh im sure im forgettin sumthin but watever, i'll post it later when i remember. now on to the survey...

1. What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before?
i asked sumone out. *gasps* lol. &i cursed sumone [not <--that sumone.] that i hardly curse at in the 1st place. *gasps again*

2. Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i decided not to make any new yrs resolutions cuz i never keep em. maybe that'll change in the future, idk.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
no.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
not this yr.

5. What countries did you visit?
the u.s. [since i live here lol] &barbados.

6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
no stress. no worries. for everything to go my way. but we all kno thats not gonna happen so theres no point in gettin my hopes up.

7. What date(s) from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
this is gonna sound bad but sum day towards the end of sept - new baby niece. [smfh. it really sucks when u live sooo far apart.] i kno shes a libra tho! :) ;dec 5 - cuffed ;)

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
idk. not strangling sumone in my house?? haha. jk jk.

9. What was your biggest failure?
not tellin ppl how felt bout certain things..earlier.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
well i got an allergic reaction, 2 days in a row. my first time bein admitted into a hospital. sum of the results of the reaction lasted for a lil over a week&the medication caused me to get sick [cuz it weakens ur immune system temporarily.]. i was sick for like 2 more weeks&all this shit began a week b4 my bday. smfh.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
my nikon coolpix s550<3.> my battery&upload the pics i took from today.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
me? hehe.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
surprisingly, i cant think of anyone right now.

14. Where did most of your money go?
clothes.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
the summertime.

16. What song will always remind you of 2008?
stronger - kanye west.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
Wiser? yes.
Healthier? no. but im not less healthier either.
Richer? ha! i wish.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
i wish i spoke up a lil more.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
procrastinating..on everything.

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
wit mi familia. maybe if sumthin changes, i'll go sumwhere wit mis amigos.

21. Did you fall in love in 2008?
nope.

22. How many one-night stands?
zero.

23. What was your favorite TV program?
csi [all of em.]. law&order [all of em.]. heroes. chuck. prison break. criminal minds.

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
i dont hate anyone.

25. What was the best book you read?
damn, i dont remember readin any books this yr besides textbooks.

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
umm, santogold! shes amazing!

27. What did you want and get?
i wanted stuff&got stuff. for christmas, idk if i got wat i wanted yet,

28. What did you want and not get?
i wanted them to stop worryin bout me&my decisions so much. so far, that didnt happen..

29. What was your favorite film of this year?
the dark knight!

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
i turned 20&i didnt do anything cuz i felt like shittt.

31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
i kno how to dress but i dont really keep up wit all these trends. i dress how i wanna dress, ya kno?

32. What kept you sane?
the ppl i care for most.

33. Who did you miss?
all my fam in barbados.

34. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008.
sometimes you go to put up walls, not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.

35. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
i see no changes...wake up in the morning and i ask myself: is life worth living, should i blast myself?
--tupac - changes.

muy alegre! [12.8.08]

2008-12-08T11:04:00.006-05:00

Wow haven't written a blog in like 9 days. I went to sleep around 4am, woke up like an hr&a half ago. Hmm, so i got like maybe 5 hrs a sleep cuz i didnt fall asleep immediately. I woulda slept longer but my dad called me. grrrrrr! I dont feel tired for sum reason tho. I gotta wait for a package today. I hate waiting for packages! I mean i didnt plan on going outside today anyways cuz i gotta continue to study for finals but still. - &thank god [not the study part, the going outside part] cuz its fucking cold out - anyways back on topic here..8am - 7pm?? Wat kinda shit is that? Got me waiting all day. UPS is soo friggin slow [insiderr]. lol. They came on friday AFTER i left my house&i left my house wayy later than i had planned. smh. *rolls eyes*. Speaking of friday, that was...THE BEST DAY EVER!! Besides my bday&christmas of course. hehe jk. or am i?? hmmm...lol. But nah it was. It finally happened and I'm soo happy! Like really really happy! I been waiting for that for the longest. *sighs*.
Sooo wat has happened in the past 9 days...nothin much. I finished classes, have to take a final tomorrow, one on wednesday&another next monday. Took one of my finals on the last day of class. It was hella easy. I found out that it looks like i dyed my hair. I guess it gets lighter in the winter? yo no se. I also found out that it looks like i wear eyeliner&i dont. My eyes just look like that for sum reason. Well at least i got natural eyeliner haha. Wat else, Wat else...Im probably not goin to GA for christmas this yr like i wanted to :/. Im gonna probably end up buying ugg-lies. I dont really like how they look but they look soo soft&warm. Shit, i dont mind sacrificing prettyness for warmth&comfort. &theyre not the ugliest shoes i've seen before. *cough cough*crocs&acgs*cough cough* haha. Babes luvs acgs, why? I dont kno. I may have sed i dont mind sacrificing prettyness for warmth&comfort but those shits [crocs&nike acgs] are hideousssss. lmaooo. My lil sis locked herself outta her ipod on saturday but i got it unlocked. I cant think of anything else that happened right now but when i do, i'll add it :).

Im hella hungryyyy so imma go look for sumthin to eat. Then finish studying for my final tomorrow&type up a 'cheat sheet' for my final on wednesday. I AM NOT CHEATING ON MY FINAL ON WEDNESDAY, hes letting us use a pg of notes on it. yayyy me! I didnt kno wat else to call it besides a cheat sheet, maybe a paper wit lots of notes on it?? ehh doesnt sound as creative haha.

laters<3

take off your cool and lose control - 11.29.08

2008-11-29T01:25:00.003-05:00

^^Oh how i feel like doin that right now. Lately i've been feeling like im bipolar or sumthin, got all these different emotions rushing to me all at once. Happy one day, sad the next, excited&pissed off right after the day after that. SMFH.
I was hella happy on wednesday cuz i heard sumthin i was waiting to hear for the longest! Man, u dont even kno how happy i was! But im not gonna disclose specific info tho. Then got mad not too long after that cuz my lil keeps touching my shit. She doesnt listen! Thanksgiving was on thursday. My parents, lil sis&i went to my Uncle's house for the whole day. It felt really good spending time wit the fam. Yesterday [since its after 2am] was black friday!! I wanted to leave my house at like 9, 9:30am, ended up leaving around 10:30am. Went to newport centre in jersey city wit the fam. The lines were OD long. I got most of the stuff i wanted besides sum shoes :/. Oh well, i'll get sum another day, maybe later today. We got a whole bunch of other stuff too, had madd bags lol. Then later that night my dad pissed me off. &thats all i'll say bout that, dont wanna put all that business out there. &now im happy again cuz babes hit me up just now. I dont think i'd answer calls or texts from anybody else at this time...he's lucky lol. I wonder how im gonna feel later. smh. This shit is getting to me...
This blog entry sucks ass. lol. I was trying to shorten everything up cuz im a lil tired&dont really feel like typing right now. Oh well, who gives a shit.
Yooo, Dane Cook is crazy!! Dude is friggin hilarious! lmaoo. He has me dying over here!
B4 this blog gets any worse lol, im out.

Hmm..I Wonder [11.23.08]

2008-11-23T00:50:00.004-05:00

Wow, i haven't written a blog in like 2 weeks. I've been drowning in papers so i haven't been sleeping much which probably explains why i woke up after 12pm today, well yesterday. <- That was a big run-on sentence but oh well, this isn't english class. Im tired of skool&im growing more tired of it everyday. I usually say i can't wait til the semester is over so i cud get a break but i cant wait til im DONE wit skool altogether! That probably wont be for awhile tho cuz i plan on gettin my masters after i get my bachelors degree. Like im not even sure if im gonna go right into gettin it, i make take a lil break, thats how much skool is getting on my nerves right now. Even my dad noticed that this shit is ridiculous sumtimes, everything is rushed basically. He was like thats why sum of these college students look so old, hes surprised that most of them dont have gray hair already. lol. Anyways, im soo glad i only have 2 days of classes next week. then its wednesday then THANKSGIVING!!! HOLLLAAAAA! haha. I'm soo gonna pig out! &i luv how right after my thanksgiving break, theres only 3 days left of classes! That means thing though..dun dun dun [i was trying to write out that sound, u kno lol]...FINALS ARE COMING SOON. BOOOOOOO!!!
So yea, theres this dude that i've been feeling for the longest [i have a feeling i wrote this b4, anywho..]but i've been feeling him even more recently. He knows, i've told him, he feels the same way bout me so im good money. lol. He might be reading this now but probably not, its watever. I was supposed to see him friday but i didnt&it bothered me soo much. Like im not even mad at him, im just mad at the fact i didnt get to see him. :( That must be sum type of sign or sumthin, like i think i actually need to see him to feel better. I guess that feeling is mutual babes. Its weird but then again not that weird, idk. It feels pretty damn good tho, i just wish this shit was official.....

From segregation to inauguration. 11.9.08

2008-11-09T01:58:00.006-05:00

Im still hype that obama is the president elect! Oh yeaaaaa!! I shud be sleeping now cuz i gotta get up kinda early tomorrow but watever. I have to finish reading this fucking book at least by tues or wed. If it was interesting it wouldnt be a problem but noooo, these professors always have to give u the most boring stuff to do. I kno for sure im returning this book nxt weekend tho, i got 30 days. Heyyyyyy! :D &yo, im really bout to block this dude on aim. Always asking me when im free, like come on now. Even if i am free, im honestly not gonna let u kno. I dont kno u, i dont want to get to kno u, i dont wanna meet u at any point in time, nada. kthx.
Anyways, friday i finally went to go see saw v wit the babes [not my bf...yet ;)]. Sometimes i think i talk bout him too much but i guess its just cuz i really really like him. ;) He prob doesnt even kno that i notice that he remembers the smallest details bout me. Like he remembered wat i was wearing the last time we chilled, i didnt even remember wat i was wearing that day! haha. Or that he actually listens to me like when i kept sayin i wanted sum candy&he ended up buying a box of sour skittles. He doesnt really eat skittles so i kno he didnt buy em for himself but its cool lol. I want things to change, not soon but soon soon like really really soon [insiderr]. i just wish i wasnt soo fucking scared to do shit sumtimes.......
But yea, saw v wasnt too bad but of course the other ones were better. It wasnt as nasty as the other ones either but like more towards the end, omgggg!! ewwwww! lol. I dont see how theyre gonna make saw vi since everybody is dead&gone. Sry if i spoiled that part for u hehe. Theres was this guy in the movie theater&he was deadass asleep from like the beginning of the movie til the end. I didnt even kno until babes mentioned it then right after i heard him snore madd loud. lmaoo that was soo funny. Yesterday i took my lil sis to see madagascar: escape 2 africa. I thought it was really funny, especially the penguins&king julien. &it was soo cute hearing all the lil kids laughing at the movie, theyre lil voices&everything.
OMG, i haven't watched this show taxicab confessions in a min. Right now im watchin taxicab confessions: new york, new york part 3&its actually pretty interesting. The ppl getting in the cab b telling sum crazy ass stories sumtimes, telling all they business&shit. I wud never tell a cab driver my business. smh. &they get all sorts of ppl, "working" women, drug users, gays, loud ppl, just straight up crazy ppl, etc.. When its done i guess i'll just go to sleep.
Laterssss.

Barack Obama Is The 44th President Of The United States Of America..[11.05.08]

2008-11-05T08:52:00.016-05:00

..I luv bein able to say that!! wooo! so yea, i only slept for like 4 hrs. yippee! [i was bein sarcastic in case u aint catch that.] I was def not planning on gettin up @ 8 this morning but i couldnt go back to sleep. I wasnt feeling tired at allll last night&i kno i wasnt alone on that one either. &im surprised i woke up still not feeling tired. Eh, Oh well! Niggas rode past my block after 1 in the morning screaming, "OBAMAAAA!!" fucking dumbasses. haha. I heard they was wil'in in times square&harlem, kinda wish i was there. My babes didnt sleep, drinking&shit lol so i was talkin to him on the phone. Claimed he wasnt tired but dude sounded hella sleepy&tipsy at the same time. lmaoo.

Anyways, i woke up at like 9 yesterday morning to go out&vote but my mom wanted me&my dad to wait for her til she got back from the dentist wit my lil sis. So me&my dad went to dunkin donuts then headed over to the skool to vote. That was like after 10am, around 11 i think. I thought there was gonna b a line goin around the block or sumthin but there was only a line inside the building, didnt have to wait that long at all. I swear those ppl didnt follow much of the rules @ that skool, the volunteers i mean lol, but im not gonna put them on blast. I've never been so into an election as much as i was into this one. I guess cuz it was my first time voting&it was a historical election. I was watching this 2008 Election Mix Channel on directv, they were showing 8 news channels at once, &i was watchin live results from abc news on the computer&looking at the election map. That election map thingy on yahoo wasnt updating fast enough at all [&they claimed it was updated every 5 mins, pshh yea right]&it was pissing me off. I was staring at the electoral count when it was like: Obama 172/McCain 90, sumthin like that, but yea, that shit wud not move. It was the same numbers for like a half hr, i was like wtf? come onnnn, i was anxious as hell. Finally the numbers went up&it was soon a couple mins to 11pm, thats when the polls closed in california [8pm pst.]. Obama only needed 50 more electoral votes&he had this shit in the bag. I was like omgggg!!, if Obama gets california he's gonna have more electoral votes than he actually needs. I seen that electoral count jump to 198 like a min or 2 after 11&I literally cried along wit my dad. I couldnt believe it, Obama actually won! A black man actually won the presidential election! I was soo happy, those were tears of joy. Never in my life has politics affected me this way. My vote helped make this happen&i wish all those ppl that fought for the rights of black ppl were alive to see this today. They paved the way for this to happen tho. I think Obama ended up getting 349 electoral votes compared to McCain's 147 in the end. HA HAAA!

**Side Note. [While I'm Watchin The Morning Show With Mike&Juliet]: Ralph Nader is a fucking hater, dude look like he had a fucking stroke. Saying Obama is gonna be an uncle tom. You're a fucking a dumbass. Stop hating just cuz u lost. Michelle [i think that was her name] from best week ever on vh1 sed "Joe the Plumber is gonna be plunging a lot more toilets now." lol. &Joe Episcopo is an idiot too. How he gonna ask Joe the Plumber if a plunger is better than draino. He dressed up like David Letterman too&did that list that he likes to do sumtimes on his show. One of em was, "Change the first line of the star spangled banner to, 'Oprah can you see.'" lol. They're show is usually funny but it was even more funnier this morning!**

So yea...damn i forgot wat i was about to say.......oh yea..I feel proud to say that my president is black! &in the future when i look in the history books, Obama is gonna be in the back wit the previous presidents. I could say i voted in that election, my vote actually COUNTED. It sucks that we still gotta put up wit Bush for a few more months tho. I do not doubt that Bush could fuck this country over even more in just a few months. SMFH. Im ready to help him pack his shit yo, all they gotta do is call me&i'll there ready to throw his shit out the white house window. lmaoo. 1.20.09. I CANT WAIT!! Im definitely partying hard that day! hahaha.

Im still thinking whether or not i shud go to class later. I dont feel like it but im probably gonna end up goin anyways. Im still soooo excited&im probably gonna b like this for the rest of the week! I deadass wanna find all the McCain supporters&laugh in their faces. lolol. Ok, i guess this is all im gonna write for now. Imma go find sumthin else to eat for breakfast.

11.04.08 - A historical day that i will forever remember...

3 days til E-Day..[11-1-08]

2008-11-01T22:32:00.007-04:00

Its the first of November. Yesterday was halloween. I didn't dress but i was around 14th st&6th ave so i saw a lot of ppl in costumes cuz thats around where they throw the halloween parade. Saw some princesses, bunnies, superheros, plumbers, lil red riding hoods, school girls, etc, etc, but i swear the cutest costume i saw was the lil kid in a stroller dressed up as a gingerbread cookie. lol it was soo cuteee! Seeing all those costumes kinda made me wish i had dressed up but the lines to the costume stores were odddd long, they were literally goin all the way down the block. I think next yr im definitely gonna wear a costume but i'll get it like a month or 2 in advance.
So its 3 days til Election Day. Im so exciteddd! This is the first election I will be voting in&my first election is a historical election. Now come on, who wouldnt be excited about that! I just hope i dont go&vote for the wrong person cuz i have no idea how to use those machines. haha. OBAMA 08, ALLLLLLL DAYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!! :) All my ppls that are 18 yrs old &older better be voting or else.
I think the last time i posted a blog was like a week ago. Well, since then i've been taking my aunt places to buy sum things, she's leaving tomorrow morning :(, &going to skool. Thats basically how it was every day these past 2 weeks, besides skool blah, at least it gave me sumthin to do. Today when i was downtown I saw my homie that i haven't seen in yrssss. It was soo good to see her, we definitely have to keep in touch. We caught up a lil bit while i waited for my bus to come lol.
Oh yea, this yr macys has horton the elephant stuffed animals [from the dr seuss book horton hears a who]. One of them will be mine! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!! >:0

*sigh. [10.24.08]

2008-10-24T23:54:00.004-04:00

I'm about to stop making plans wit ppl but i think i care bout these certain ppl too much to give up so easily. I always get let down in the end tho. Wtf is wrong wit me!? Im slowly goin into a "i don't give a fuck" mode&if i keep gettin screwed over..well u kno. Sometimes i hate life but i gotta deal. Damn, that made me sound depressed. I'm not. I'm just tired of this shit. &specifically, most of the time i have to pull a reason outta of em for why they never showed up. I shouldn't have to do that, you should feel guilty enough..

On a side note, my dad sed sumbody mentioned this to him at work: "have you ever heard a spanish dude wit a deep voice?? " I never actually thought about it before but now that i have, idk. oh well.

That is all.

smfh. [10.22.08]

2008-10-22T10:57:00.008-04:00

I just noticed that my cool looking layout doesn't show the date i posted the blog so imma start including it in the title. :)
Anyways, i got sum news on monday&it bothered me for the rest of the day. Not a death of a family member or friend or someones sick type news tho. Well thats as much as im gonna say about it but i still can't believe it. A couple of ppl told me that im not alone on this one&that it happens to a lot of ppl. That kinda sorta helped, well not really but thanks guys! lol. I kinda dont care that its happening to a lot of other ppl, i still dont want it to happen to me. I can't do much about it now so i just gotta deal. Unfortunately...
So later today my aunt is coming in from barbados. I cant wait to see her! I haven't seen her since I left barbados back in august. I have to go straight from class to the airport, she comes in like a lil over an hr after my class finishes. I hope i get there b4 her plane lands or at least b4 she gets outta customs or watever. I kno for sure im getting there b4 my parents, they're coming from manhattan, im already gonna be in queens.
Saw V is coming out on friday&im gonna go see it wit my dummyyy. he's such a cutie omg! sry went a lil off topic there. lol. if u see this, hiiiii :) ! umm yea, so anyways I luv these saw movies. They're soo disgusting, like all the weird stuff the contraptions do but thats wat makes it cool. hehe. I wonder if jigsaw is still alive somehow. I don't kno if thats possible tho cuz i thought he got killed in the last one [sry if i just spoiled saw iv for anyone] but i could've sworn i seen him in the commercial. I just gotta wait&see. Dummy sed he seen this preview for it on vh1&it looks really good. I'll be mad if this movie sucks. Yo did you kno they're coming out wit a saw vi!? There's this show on tv, i think vh1, called scream queens&they're competing to get a part in saw vi. wtf? this shit is gonna end up like halloween, jason&freddy krueger movies. ahh well.
I'm watchin law&order svu& i just heard the weirdest alibi [sp?] ever. [the 3 dots are when stabler or benson sed sumthin to him. "I may be a rapist but i'm not a killer...I wasn't even in the state on friday, i went to visit my old man in pennsylvania...he fell asleep early so he cant really vouch for me. i took my cab out for a drive&helped this girl wit her bags. ummm, i did sum things to her&i told her if she told anyone about this, i'd come find her. I took her license, u cud look for her, she'll tell you everything." Woooooooow! When i heard that, thats all i cud say. haha.
I luv how i just jumped from topic to topic but still got it to flowww. oh yeaaa! Well, i gotta start getting ready to leave soon. Laters.<3

yo me siento mejor. :)

2008-10-14T21:13:00.007-04:00

After like 2 or 3 weeks of feeling like crap, i finally feel better. I mean, my nose is still runny&i keep coughing sumtimes [that cough that cold comes up wit. yuck.] but i feel ok. Before, my eyes were kept watering, i was feeling od tired, all that jazz. It suckedddddd being sick. I was stuck in the house ALL weekend. booooooooooo!
Today I went in dunkin donuts to get an iced coffee&a dount. As soon as I walked thru the door this guy that was sitting down was staring me right in the face. I swear he didnt turn away at all, I kept seeing him from the corner of my eye. &i was in there for like 5 mins! When I was leaving, dude turned around. WTFFFFFF?? I fucking hate these pedos. Im 20 now but I still look 15, 16 yrs old. Wtf are you doing looking at a young girl, you're old enough to be my daddy! Ewwwwww! &oh yea, im never buying a small iced coffee again. That shit went to damn fast. I usually I buy a medium but today I decided to get a small. Why did I do that? haha.
Well I'm not sure wat else to write. Ummmmmm........Well I have to do this movie review for my theology class. I'm doing it on Remember The Titans. I watched this movie when it came out but of course I dont remember most of the details so I have to watch it again. Im gonna try to finish during my break between classes tomorrow. Hayden Panetierre[sp?] was soo little in it! Thats due on thursday. I really really really wanna see someone. Like so much right now. I dont even kno why so much today but watever. Hopefully, I'll see that person soon. :)

took this pic today in class. i swear it looked clear while i was in class. lol.

I guess im gonna end this here before this blog gets any moreeeee random.

So Yea..

2008-10-09T22:49:00.002-04:00

..I feel like shit right now. Im typing this wit one hand&holding a tissue to my nose with the other. You ever had sumthin hurt so much that ur teeth kinda start hurting too? Umm, yea. Lets see, early last week, my neck was killing me. About 2 days later, it stopped&my arm started feeling stiff. That stopped like a day later&guess wat, i ended up in the hospital cuz of an allergic reaction. I guess all that was leading up to it. A couple days after that, my throat was killing me for like 2 or 3 days straight. Yesterday, it stopped&it just felt like i was really thirsty. Then I started sniffiling&coughing&voila! I wake up today wit a fucking stuffy nose&my ear feeling stopped up. I actually thought I was getting another allergic reaction but as the day went on I knew it wasnt happening again but I just started feeling worse. I really was not about to go to my 2 classes today but I decided to go anyways. Im surprised I actually stayed, I was about to go back home. So after classes, I came home&took a nap. I still dont feel any better. Drank some soup. I have to finish up this stupid hw that I gotta hand in tomorrow&re-read my notes for part II of my management test tomorrow. blahhhh! Well I'm gonna go drink sum green tea now&try to finish up this work so I could go to sleep. Man, what a way to bring in my 20th bday tomorrow..Yippee! =/

Eagle Eye.

2008-09-28T21:19:00.008-04:00

EAGLE EYE WAS AMAZINGGG! A lot of ppl are clamining that this movie bit off a lot of other movies like I, Robot, Live Free or Die Hard, Enemy of the State, blah blah blah. Ppl need to stop complaining. This movie was fucking awesome, leave it alone&stop trying to find the so-called "bad" things about every lil part. jeez. Anyways, I wish i cud write about the movie but i might spoil it for other ppl =/. Definitely a must see regardless. When I got to the movie theater, it was madd dead. Then when I got upstairs there was no line to get into the movie or anything, im like alright then. Went to buy sum popcorn&sumthing to drink, which i didnt really wanna buy cuz that shit be od expensive but i was kinda hungry. hugeee run-on sentence <~~ lol. Then I went into the actual auditorium i think its called, you kno, the part where they actually show the movie&it only had like 4 ppl in it. haha. It only was like a half hr b4 the movie was supposed to start. Im thinking either this movie sucks ass or everybodys gonna start coming in at the last min. I was right, about the last min one. Most of the ppl started coming in like 10 mins b4 the movie started&seats started running out. Shia is sooo hot! He cud get it any day. lmaoo. This is so funny cuz just now I was im-ing my buddy&we was talking bout this movie a lil bit. Then i was like "mah shia is soo hot!" he goes "lol." &like 5 mins later [maybe not that much] i noticed wat i wrote. i meant to write, "man, shia is soo hot!" Then he goes "u kno u wish he was urs lol." That is trueee but still. hehe. I luv how i cud jump around so much [not literally] &still talk about the same thing. You cant do it like me. :)

this is venus [part of the duo] chilling. kinda looks like she was about to give me a back hand slap..excuse me..paw slap.

I still have to research that queens address thingy. When i have more time. Man, i hate skool. =P

Where Is Time Going...

2008-09-25T21:42:00.006-04:00

Time is going by soo fast nowadays. Its gonna be friday tomorrow. They say time starts to go by really fast when ur getting old, i guess its true. I mean, i am turning 20 next mth. lmaoo. I'm hella ancient.
So today in my eco class, my prof was taking attendance. He gets to my name, "Shuh-neigh-ya." [lol @ me trying to spell how he sed it.] WTF? My name is Shana! How hard is that to pronounce?? It sounds like, "Shay-Nuh." Thats why I put that as my myspace name. Its not how you spell my name but its the only way these idiots will get it right. I have one of the easiest names ever&still a whole bunch of ppl get it wrong. SMFH. At first I didnt even kno he was callin me until he sed my last name. If he wasn't taking attendance, I wouldve ignored him. That shit gets on my nerves. Wtf would ppl do if if my name was Shananalleioihdsgoigjoaseif?? hehe.
Anyways, last night my older bro called me&guess wat!? He had a baby girl! I have a new baby niece! I was soo happy when he told me but dude prob ran up my cellphone bill. lol. First thing my dad asked him, "why you called u sister cellphone&not de house phone?" Shit i didnt mind, that was some good news. She's a libra, like me!! Oh yeaaa! I have to call him back&find out how her name&how much she weighs. haha. I only dont kno this info cuz he called me as soon as she was born. Man, i can't wait to see her!
My baby cousin's bday is tomorrow! I can't believe he's turning 1!! Time flies so fast. Oh yea, he's a libra too! We taking overrrr, one city at a time! lol im stupid. Well i have to finish my hw now while watching ER. I think Greg[Dr. Pratt] is gonna die, he's in pretty bad shape. =/ In ER i mean lol.

Same shit. Different toilet.

2008-09-19T23:21:00.006-04:00

I went to my one class today. I wasn't even paying attention cuz all he does is read over his outline&i could read that shit on my own. So I basically just go to class for attendance. Such a waste of my fucking time. I can't believe im paying for this shit. *sighs* After class my dad practically begged me to try&get over by his job b4 he went to lunch so i could help him out. Even tho i told him i'll probably get over there only a lil b4 he went to lunch, he didnt listen. Well i was right, i got there like 10, 15 mins b4 he went to lunch. So I just waited for him in the lobby. I got free lunch! hehe. But it wasnt all that good. Stupid Burger King. After lunch, i went to help him out then he got off work like an hr later. He does that on purpose ya kno. Going to lunch madd late. lol. Then we went to J&R to get a memory card for my new wii! *Side Note: I got my wii the other day! I had to pre-order it&when i went to check to see if any more were available, just outta curiousity, it was sold out. Its amazing how well this console is selling. You would think that it only came out yesterday or sumthin, the way it keeps getting sold out. Oh yea, &i got mario kart today. [well yesterday since its after 12.] Its super amazing&addictive!!, the game&the wii itself. Well back on track here, I came home&played tennis then mario kart. I was gonna go to the movies but sumthing came up. Its cool tho.
For the longest I used to wonder why the addresses in queens were so weird. i.e. 48-10 Utopia Parkway. So I decided to look it up. My question for the day: What the eff is up wit queens addresses?? lol. I thought this explanation was pretty good cuz it helped me understand it. Plus, it actually makes sense why the numbers are numbered the way they are. [wow, that sounded confusing. lol.] Check it out: If you say "36-20 30th Avenue," you can actually find the exact spot, or pretty close to it. The 30th Avenue means that, well, it's on 30th Avenue. Nothing mysterious about that part. Now, the 36-20. The 36 tells you that the building is near where the location road, 30th Avenue, crosses the cross street, 36th Street! So, if you go to 30th Avenue and 36th Street, you should find the address pretty easily! The 20 tells you that it's farther from the intersection with 36th Street than 36-18, but closer to 36th Street from 36-22. Even numbered doors are on one side of the street, and odd numbers are on the other. So, if you go to 30th Avenue, and you start at 36th Street and walk towards 37th, you'd see the following addresses on one side: 36-02; 36-04; 36-06; 36-08, and so forth. On the other side, you get: 36-01; 36-03; 36-05, and so forth. Cross 37th Street, and then you start with the 37-## addresses! Now, not all addresses are actually used, I've seen places where some are skipped. Still, if you get an address, you should be able to find it fairly quickly.
Even tho all this makes sense, it leads me to another question: What happens when the cross streets are names? What, queens doesn't have any streets with actual names?? Dont think so. Jamaica Ave, Woodhaven Blvd, Sutphin Blvd, Flushing Ave, etc. I think imma check that out later&see if I find an answer.
I think this medicine i'm taking is making my throat hurt. Awww man, my throat stay hurting me. I'm getting tired of people asking me who i've been kissing. lmaooo. I dont have strep throat, jeez! lol.
I'm feeling really happy right now&idk why. Actually I do kno why but you don't need to kno why. HA HA! =P Let's just say I think sumthin is gonna happen pretty soon. Well hopefully..
&on that note, im outtie! *peace.

tired..

2008-09-13T23:03:00.002-04:00

^^Thats Pedobear. lmaooooo. I forgot how I found out about him but its pretty funny.

I'm tired. &not sleepy tired. If that makes any sense. I'm just tired of bullshit.

That is all.

9.7.08

2008-09-07T18:42:00.013-04:00

EXACTLY one month&3 days til my bday. Am I excited? Yes&No... I decided to change my layout, you likey?? Yesterday I helped my dad out at his job. Had to wake up @ 7am&leave the house a lil after 8am. I havent woken up @ that time in a longgg time. lol. He usually doesnt work on a saturday but he had a lot of work to try&finish up. I was hoping it wasnt gonna rain til I got home, that didnt happen. It was pouring&the wind kept blowing the rain in all different directions. We went to this Childrens Place on Delancey. *Note: Childrens Place is the name of a store in case you didnt know. Anyways, we went in there to check if they had this binder that matches my lil sis' messenger bag that she got from a different Childrens Place like a week ago. They didnt have anymore, only these leopard ones. Every one I check in they only have the leopard ones left, I guess nobody likes that one. After that we went looking for a place to get dinner at or sumthing. All we saw was Mickey Dees, BK, Popeyes&sum other places we didnt feel like eating. So we went back in the train station&went home. We ended up getting chinese food from a chinese place on the corner of my block. &oh yea, because I helped my dad out, I was a bigg help, I'll be getting some money. Yayy me!
I think I'm scaring my friend away because of my randomness. haha. Oh well, Im not weird, Im just me. I think they knew that in the beginning, I never hide it. If you can't deal with my randomness, fuck you! lol. My mom&lil sis just came in from Kings Plaza looking for that binder, didnt find it once again. But my lil sis came in here with 3 pairs of earrings, a monkey keychain, lip gloss, 2 wallets&rubbing McDonalds fries in my face. I told my lil sis if she sees sumthing she think I would want get it for me. She didnt see nothing I would like, get the fuck outta here! If I had went with my mom alone, she wouldnt have bought me earrings. Doesnt matter tho, I cant wear those fake shits anyways, even if they are cute. =/.

[my kicks] took this in the bathroom at my dad's job yesterday. this pic was clear when i took it&saved it but when i go to check it, it was blurry. idk, my phone is fucking retarded. still looks kinda cool tho.

seen this in sears, for sum luggage. dunno why it sed barbados but it did. =D

since when was child a gender?? haha. online flight check-in the day b4 I left to barbados [7-20-08]

i was bored so i took this. lol. my fit on thursday. legs for daysss. hehe.

I think imma starting posting pics more often cuz i luv taking pics &being in em. maybe. The VMAs are on now. TTYL.

A week of skool done. Many more weeks to go.

2008-09-05T00:31:00.003-04:00

So I've seen all my professors now&half of them are boring as shit. Ok, my management professor talks in monotone&i have this class monday, wednesday&friday, nuff sed. I went to my accounting class for the first time on wednesday since I just added the class on friday. That professor is a joke. I heard that he didnt really tell the class anything on the first day but somehow he was asking if anybody had the syllabus&if we did the hw. Like WTF? He had the syllabus up on St. Johns Central but he didnt tell anyone. A couple of ppl happened to see it tho so he started going over the hw. This girl got more answers right than he did, thats a damn shame. &his excuse, "I skimmed through it really fast." Nigga please. I had a bad feeling about him as soon as he walked thru the door all sweaty&his pants wayyy below his ass wit a big ass stomach. Hahaha. I didnt learn a damn thing&he kept saying how it sounded like Grand Central Station in the hallway. IDK. I only have to see him on mondays&wednesdays thank god. My spanish professor is really cool, she's soo nice. I have her for a 3 hr night class&she made it interesting even tho she let us out like a hr&a half early on the first day. My economics professor isnt too bad but I caught myself nodding off a lil&i dont think im gonna learn anything. =/. My theology professor seems pretty cool&he's kinda funny. I have economics&theology on tuesday&thursday. This is gonna be a longggg skool year.
So today, well yesterday since its after 12, was soo funny. I was on the train going to skool, listening to my music&reading this book for my theology class cuz we had a quiz. &this guy comes on like a few stops after mine. He was either homeless, crazy or both but he came in&sat on the floor by the door. Then he was popping open bags of popcorn&chips but they ended up all over the floor like he was missing his mouth or sumthin. There was this asian guy sitting in the seat next to where he was&crazy guy started talking to him. But this is NYC, we just ignore that stuff. Then he gets up&does sum karate kick then sits back down on the floor. I just looked up then continued reading my book, trying not to laugh. At some point it look like he was in a deep ass convo wit the asian guy then it look like they was about to fight. The Asian guy stood up&took his pen out his pocket like he was gonna stab him wit it or sumthin. Lmaooo. I couldn't hear anything they was saying tho. Eventually the asian guy got off the train&then this crazy dude is eating the popcorn off the floor. Ewwwww! Then he did another karate kick, wit chips all stuck to the bottom of his shoe&this guy was like watch ur feet. The crazy guy started saying some shit to him&im not sure wat he sed cuz I still couldnt hear a damn thing. Long story short, he was doing this for the whole train ride&it was only like a 20-30 min ride. SMH.
Well I gotta go to sleep now, I have class tomorrow.
BUH BYE!

abc 123 =)

2008-08-28T20:57:00.011-04:00

*im veryy random.
*since tuesday, i keep catching the new trains on the J train line. yayyy!
*^^i hope this doesnt jinx me&i end up taking one of the rusty trains tomorrow. lol.
*i need a fucking car.
*the only way im going to look my age is if i grow a beard&mustache&that aint gonna happen.
*im one of the rare ppl that cud rock gold and silver TOGETHER.
*im planning on getting a tattoo around my bday in oct.
*procrastination is my middle name. damn, i need a [middle] name change. hehe.
*^^i wrote the procrastination one under the tattoo one on purpose.
*im in luv wit a boyyyy!
*^^thats not true at all. i was just singing that song "im in luv wit a [girl]" by gavin degraw.
*i lick peanut butter right off the spoon.
*im a fat ass slim person.
*i have crazy ass friends but thats y i luv em!
*i hate when lil kids say their in luv wit their bf/gf. like wtf?
*^^sidenote: if my lil sis [12yrs] told me she was in luv wit sum boy right now, i'd slap the shit outta her.
*i dont talk to half the ppl on my buddy list on aim.
*i'd much rather txt then talk on the phone. unless i really really wanna hear ur voice. =D
*im too lazy to press the shift key right now which is y every sentence begins wit a lowercase letter. lol jk jk.
*i get butterflies in my stomach when....[guess! ;)]
*i want sumbody to take me to coldstone creamery. any volunteers??
*^^matter of fact, i just want sumbody to bring me ice cream from coldstone. any volunteerssss?? hehe.
*i dont like dealing wit bullshit.
*i dont get along wit every person i meet but im still nice! *kool-aid smile*
*why does it seem like every teenager is getting pregnant nowadays? i'm definitely not gonna follow that trend.
*i get dirty looks from girls even when im looking at the ground. smh @ girls starting up drama for no fucking reason.
*me>you.
*i HEART west indian food.
*"white ppl use shit one way, 'it smells like shit.' black ppl on the other hand, 'wtf is this shit?' 'this shit is stupid. 'you wanna borrow my car?? shittttttttttt.'...." lmaooo. - gerald kelly on def comedy jam.
*today was only the second day of skool&i want it to be over already.
*^^only cuz i luv sleeping&i dont get much during the skool yr.
*my skool has soo much ppl in it that im probably not gonna see half my friends til the end of the skool yr. haha.
*these dudes that stand on the corner 24/7 need to go sum jobs or sum shit. legit jobs, not street pharmacist.
*^^no self respecting girl is gonna go out wit ya dumbass.
*i just saw an el paso commercial&now i feel like eating a taco. i havent had one in agessss.
*i cant think of any more random things right now so i'll end this here. BYE!

i suck at coming up wit titles...

2008-08-25T23:43:00.000-04:00

So I did end up going to Kings Plaza on Saturday. I bought this white&gray striped hoodie wit mickey on the front. I saw this cute tee too but they didnt have my size. =( I bought these cute flats too. I wasnt really planning on getting the flats tho. I went in Payless cuz my lil sis wanted to look for these shoes she liked. She ended up finding em&since it was buy one, get one half off my mom asked me if i wanted a pair too. At first I didnt see anything I liked but then my mom showed me these cute shoes. I was like, "OMG, those are soo cute!" lol. Even this girl that passed by me in the store was like, "those are really cute. im about to buy a pair right now."
Today i bought a pair of jeans from Macys. I'm so picky when it comes to jeans because i hardly find a pair that fits. But this one fits perfectly! =D Imma start buying jeans from this brand all the time. lol. I was gonna buy another hoodie today too [yes, im in luv wit hoodies!] but i didnt. I was looking for a tote to buy too but I didnt really find one i liked. My lil sis bought this large bag of popcorn from this place called Garrett Popcorn on 34th St&half the bag is still sitting on the table now. I told her to buy a medium sized bag but she dont listen.
*sighs* Can you tell i didnt really have anything much to say today?? I guess I'll just end this here&put up some pics from my vacation [that i came back from like 2 weeks ago..]...

Me&the lil sis @ Brownes beach in Barbados.

In Speightstown.By the Hilton Hotel after having breakfast there.[clockwise]: me, my older sis, my niece&my lil sis.

In front of my grandparent's house.Across from Pelican village in Bridgetown. [clockwise]: me, my older bro&my lil sis.

All handmade.One of the pics I took at Kadooment.

Riverbay.SMH. Ppl just don't listen.

I took hundreds of pics but I had to stop myself before I got carried away. lol.
BYE!

random..

2008-08-23T02:39:00.001-04:00

Its almost 4am&i don't really feel like going to sleep yet. I start skool next week wednesday. blah. I don't even want to think about it. I luv college tho minus the classes of course. My schedule sucks ass. For like two of the classes i picked, they changed the professors, &not even to better professors. smfh. I think it was for management&economics. Im gonna have to deal wit the professor for management but the one for economics?? yea rightttttt, i had that bitch before&she fucked up my gpa. I'm definitely dropping that class but then i gotta add 2 more classes so i'll be taking 6 classes altogether. I'm paying all this money for wat!?! So they could continue to fuck up my classes&give me shitty ass professors. This is gonna be an even more stressful skool yr. oh jeez.
My feelings have been so mixed up nowadays. Sometimes good, sometimes bad. I've been getting really hyped up then i just get let down again. Thats been happening a lot lately&its pissing me off. I guess it was bothering me so much that I didnt care&ended up doin that same thing a couple of weeks ago. I wish I knew wat you were thinking. You can be soo fucking confusing sumtimes. Just let me know stuff, ok?? Thats much betta than me having to guess all the time. *rolls eyes* This has to be happening for a reason tho. I don't like it but hopefully it'll all turn out good in the long run.
"You've been ear fucking me for 2 straight weeks!!!" Sorry, that line just came on&it seriously made me LOL. Im watching The Heartbreak Kid. Anyways, my block is having another block party later, starting @ 8am. This one is a church block party [for the church on my block], the last one was a regular block party. Last saturday was the regular block party&i didnt even kno it was going on until i went outside to go to the supermarket. LMAOOO. kinda sad isn't it?? Thats how wack it was, there was barely any music&hardly anybody outside. I was hearing the music from this other block party that was about a block&half away from me. This church block party is probably gonna be just as bad. Imma probably just go to Kings Plaza&do sum shopping. That'll be a lot more fun, i luv shopping.
Well once this movie finishes in a couple mins, i'll try to get sum sleep. Soooo...
i'm outtie!!

so yeaaa...

2008-08-15T23:01:00.000-04:00

Its been a week since i left barbados. blah! I wish i was still there, nyc gets a lil boring sumtimes. Its not that i dont luv it here but you cant do much when ur broke as shit. haha. brek brek brek. The rain ruined everything today. Stupid rain. Oh well, i get to watch the olympics. Michael Phelps = <3. hahaha. but nah, hes pretty fricking awesome! One more medal&he beats Mark Spitz's [i think thats his name.] record of 7 gold medals in one Olympics! I also luv watching track&field [haven't seen much of it yet tho]&basketball but i've missed all the basketball games that showed so far. Its probably cuz they come on too damn early. I dont get up @ 9am on a weekday when i dont have anything to do!
Damn, i get pissed off kinda easily. I guess its because i got screwed over lots of times before. When it got a certain time&no phone call, you could see the frustration on my face. I didnt even realize it until my dad asked me wat was wrong. But I got an apology this time soo it made me feel a lot better. I wish ppl in the past would've done the same thing, maybe i'd trust ppl more.
Yoooo, why the hell did my mom turn off the AC!? Im soo fucking hot right now&its probably not even this hot outside. Ughhhhhhhh!!!!! >:O

Back in NYC

2008-08-10T21:26:00.000-04:00

So i landed at jfk at about 12:30am on Saturday but didnt get home til 3:30am. Weird? Yes. I had hella fun in Barbados tho. I didnt really get to see one of my nieces unfortunately. We was trying to get in contact wit my sister but her cell is always getting cut off or sumthing so we couldnt reach her. I got to see my other 2 nieces tho but not for that long. =/. I saw my grandparents, my uncle, aunt, brother, sister, cousins&a whole bunch of ppl my dad knows. I even sorta made friends wit the ppl that live across from where my great grandmother [R.I.P.] used to live. My cousin Sherice is soo crazy, had madd fun chilling wit her in Barbados. I'm soo glad she's coming to nyc next week, we gon wil' out. I miss my brother&sister already. =(. My brother called me yesterday to see how the flight was and everything&i think he tried to hook me up wit one his friends. lol. It was madd random, he was just like somebody wants to talk to you. I thought it was somebody I knew but i didnt know this dude. My dad told my brother to stop putting guys on the phone to talk to me. Haha. The whole time i'm like he lives in another country! nothings gonna happen btwn us anyways so it doesnt matter! ahh well. Kadooment was fucking crazyyy. Everybody was wukkin up like crazy. Me, my brother, & my lil sis got up on this high wall by this nursery to watch the kadooment from above. My parents stood on the ground. It was sooo damn hotttt, the sun felt like it was soo close. Like a hr or sumthing later these girls&guys got up on the wall to but the girls went a lil further down the wall. One of the guys stood by me&my brother. Dude had a bottle of smirnoff&orange juice in his backpack, which btw is strong as hell. Haha. My bro kept running to the trucks trying to get beer&stuff. This other boy came, that knew the smirnoff guy&we started talking. He was trying to get wit me but in my head i was thinking you live in another country, thats too long distance for me. lol. Almost everybody in the bands were drunk as hell and since it was soo damn hot, they was all sweating so you was smelling bare alcohol. After standing on that wall for hours in the heat, wit only drinking some smirnoff&oj and a bottle of water, we went to get something to eat. I only got something else to drink, some sprite, & ate one of my lil sis' fishcakes. Then we went down to spring garden where all the bands end up. I drank some more water, then after a lil while watchin some of the bands we left&went to chefette. [thats a fast food place sorta like mcdonalds, only better. hehe.] I got a roti&something else to drink. I dont think i've ever been soo thirsty in my life. lol jk. That was a fun day tho. Man, I did so many other things during my 3 weeks there but I dont feel like writing it all. I'm still kinda tired. You could probably tell cuz I'm not even sure if wat i wrote made sense&i think i was jumping from one topic to another. Maybe I'll write more about my vacation later on, idk. All in all, it was sooo much fun&i didnt really wanna leave.

buh bye for now.

The Dark Knight

2008-07-19T16:41:00.000-04:00

So i went to chill wit the homie yesterday [&my lil sis] down by south street seaport. We acted crazy as usual&took madd pics. I finally got to see those waterfalls that guy put up. [sry i forgot his name lol.] They're really cool&you could see all 4 of em from the seaport. We went to get lunch wit my parents then went back to the seaport, i dunno why tho cuz we had to leave like a half hr later. Then we parted ways, me&my lil sis went to meet our parents at their job so we could go to the movies&watch...drumroll please *drumroll*...THE DARK KNIGHT!!!
Batman is like my fav superhero!=) I was waiting agesss for this movie to come out&i was definitely NOT dissapointed. I'm so glad my dad bought tickets online cuz almost all the times were sold outttt. I woulda been pissed if I didnt get to see this movie before I went vacation. OMGGGGG!!!, that movie was friggin amazinggg! The Joker was hilarious. That part was like made for Heath Ledger. He was awesomee! He stays smacking&licking his lips when he talks. haha. People started cheering as soon as the movie started, during certain parts in the movie, at the end&when Heath Ledger's name popped up. Everybody was like wooooooooooooo! I wont say anything else about the movie cuz I dont wanna spoil it for anyone but this is the best summer movie of 08. [i dont think anymore good movies are coming out this summer =/.] It already broke a record&made 66.4 million, IN ONE DAY! Im betting that this movie is gonna make over 100 million for the weekend. Ah hell, it could probably even break the 200 million mark. Oh yea, there was even anti-piracy ppl checking to see if anyone was trying to videotape the movie. I never seen that in any other movie before. lol. I dunno if they were at other movie theatres but if they were, you're not gonna see any bootlegs of this movie no time soon..

damn, im still hype.

one of the waterfalls.

^^chilling at the seaport.

*5 more days.

2008-07-16T16:20:00.000-04:00

FIVE MORE DAYS TIL I LEAVE TO BARBADOS. WOOOOOOO!
i'm sooo excited!! i get to see the fam [my nieces, my bro&sis, my grandparents, my aunt&uncle, my cousinss, etc..] =D

So yesterday i did some laundry so we [me, parents&lil sis] could have some more clean clothes to pack in our suitcases. It was mostly me&my sisters' clothes tho. hehe. The laundromat wasnt crowded cuz im assuming most ppl were at work, I didnt have to fight anyone for a washing machine or dryer. I should start goin to the laundromat on tues from now on to escape the crowd&theres a less chance of me having to snuff a dude or dudette. lol i kid i kid.
I have a feeling that im gonna pack a whole bunch of clothes that im not gonna wear. Oh well, always be prepared , right?? When i went to Barbados last yr for my great grandmother's funeral, one of my bags was full of shoes ALONE! haha. It was mostly kicks&flip flops&like one or two pairs of dress shoes. My aunt lifted up my bag&was wondering why it was sorta light. She opened it&was like "Wow Shana. I cant believe you have this bag filled up wit mostly sneakers. Your just like your cousin." He [my cousin] is like in luv wit kicks too. Ooo went a lil off topic there, back on now ~~>> yea, imma try not to fill a whole bag wit just kicks this time. I'll just fill it up wit a few. I think im gonna bust my lip or sumthin before i leave wit all these suitcases laying around, blocking the way. lol.
Today i finally went to the DMV to get my learners permit after yrs of procrastination. Procrastination is gonna screw me over one of these days. =/. I went to sleep at like 4 this morning, my dad woke up at like 7:30 this morning. Man, i was tired as hell. I was supposed to leave my house at 8&head down to the DMV. HA! yea right. Ended up leaving my house around 10:30, the Wendy Williams show was on. Got down there around 11. The line to take the test for the learners permit went pretty quickly. That test was soo easy! Just take those practice quizzes they got online&your good money. After that I had to go to this window&wait in line. Then found out it was a line to get a number. Wat kinda shit is that?? I had to wait in line just to get a fucking number!? Yea there was only like 2 ppl in front of me but they still bugging. Anyways, then I had to wait til they got to my number so I could take a photo, was waiting for like a good half hr or more [closer to an hr]. Estimated wait time: 25 mins. 25 mins, my ass. After I took the photo, I had to wait for my number to get called again so I could actually pay the fee&get my learners permit [the temporary one, i get the actual one in the mail.] I actually didnt have to wait to long. Finally got it&was about to leave, the clerk spelt my middle name wrong! She lucky i only took like 3 steps. It wasnt a big deal to change it tho, thank god. Yo I really didnt think I was gonna last, im very impatient most of the time. haha. I thought I woulda went thru hell&back there but it wasnt too bad. After I left the DMV, i went to Bath&Body Works, got some lotions&body splashes&shower gel to carry for my aunt in Barbados. Then to the 99cent store [which btw should be called the non-99cent store cuz theres hardly anything there that costs 99 cents anymore.], then went to get sumthing to drink [i wanted a icee but the guy wasnt there =( so i just got an iced tea.] Then i went home, didnt really feel like hanging around downtown.

madd random but.....
Nas' new album is really good. Nas is tru hip-hop, not that Soulja Boy shit. Go cop it!! =)
My fav song so far is Hero ft. Keri Hilson.
"...they looking for a...hero. i guess that makes me a...hero."

ShaneRz is O-U-T, out.

YO.

2008-07-11T17:21:00.000-04:00

Haven't been here in a couple of days, nothing special has really happened tho. Here's a lil update anyways:

July 9th
I took my lil sis to the dr's office for a physical. Seems like we were in there for hrsss but everythings good. She grew like 4 inches since last yr! &the dr said she's kinda tall for her age but not like od tall. She's probably gonna catch up to me soon. While I was at the dr's office, some number I didnt recognize called me but I couldnt pick up. When I left the dr's office, I listened to my voicemail. It was my bestieee! [i swear she changes her num like crazy lol.] "idk why the hell you got a cellphone when you never pick up *click." That actually made me LOL. I guess I made myself notorious for that one but this time I had a logical reason for why I didnt answer my phone. hehe. I called her back when I got on the bus, turns out she was by her grandma's house visiting from upstate. She had her lil sis wit her too [who by the way got sooo big]. So I just took the bus down there&we chilled outside for a lil while. Mannn, I missed them so much! Her lil sis&my lil sis were madd close, still kinda are. I hadn't seen them in like foreverrr. She stay cracking jokes, oh how i missed that! lol. Unfortunately they're back upstate now. I wish I had walked wit my camera..=/ pretty fun day.

July 10th
Didn't really do much. Just went wit my lil sis to Dunkin Donuts cuz she's a friggin feeeen! I'm hungryy!&I can't find nothing to eat. I wanna go to Dunkin Donuts. Come onnnn! Lets gooo! She stay wanting to get those breakfast sandwiches. When we got to Dunkin Donuts she didnt even get one of those sandwiches, she got a chocolate frosted donut&lipton green tea! *rolls eyes. Anyways, I got a iced coffee. I think I'm becoming addicted to them. Then we went to the supermarket to buy some things so I could do my famous tuna casserole. hehe. Got some lunch, then went back home&camerawhored just a lil bit. =D

yes, i take pics in my bathroom. lol. &i think the 4th pic is pretty funny[r u talking to me!?! i sed, r u talkin to me!?].
&you kno wat, i completely forgot to do the tuna casserole! My parents came in&asked me if it was finished yet. I'm like OH SHIT! [i didnt actually say that to them lol] I CANT BELIEVE I FORGOT TO DO IT! We had to find something else to eat.

July 11th
Today I just took my lil sis to the dr for some PPD reading. We were literally in there for like 5 mins. It woulda more been like a min or 2 if she didnt have to pee. lol. Went to Dunkin Donuts, got 2 iced teas&a donut. Yet again, she wanted a breakfast sandwich but I told her no. It was almost 2&this aint ihop. haha. I coulda called my future boo&told him I was around his block but I didnt. I guess I didnt really feel like hanging around. Then we went back home. We weren't out long at all. Now I'm hopping from facebook to myspace to FSF to overheard in New York, typing this&making tuna casserole at the same time. [I didn't forget it this time! yay me!] Yea, I'm kinda bored. I should go out later but I'm probably not goin to. Ehh, I dunno, we'll see.
Well thats my lil update..
UNTIL NEXT TIME FOLKS!

*July 8th

2008-07-08T17:36:00.000-04:00

So I finally got my hair didddd! lol. Maybe I'll post pics later. Other than that tho, i didn't do much but watch Baldwin Hills reruns. NEW SEASON STARTS TONIGHT AT 10! =)
I got a lil fucking burn above my top lip. It kinda burns. I put this thing on my face last night, its supposed to get rid of pimples or w/e. I woke up, went in the shower&washed it off&my face felt like it was burning a lil bit. I'm like ohh shittt! so I splashed some cold water on my face. I thought it burned my whole face but luckily it didnt. Thank god its not too noticeable but I hope it goes away soon. I will never ever use that shit again!
Anyways thats my story.
LATERS!

Hello.

2008-07-06T18:57:00.000-04:00

So I finally decided to make a blog. I dont write in diaries or journals, w/e you wanna call it, cuz I start em&never finish em. I do like writing tho. Ehh, maybe this'll be different. Lets see if I could keep up with this. I'm random so I'll probably post some random stuff or maybe I'll just be normal&post some things that happened day by day. who knows!? lol.
Peace!

*|.a day in the life.|*