^^Oh how i feel like doin that right now. Lately i've been feeling like im bipolar or sumthin, got all these different emotions rushing to me all at once. Happy one day, sad the next, excited&pissed off right after the day after that. SMFH.
I was hella happy on wednesday cuz i heard sumthin i was waiting to hear for the longest! Man, u dont even kno how happy i was! But im not gonna disclose specific info tho. Then got mad not too long after that cuz my lil keeps touching my shit. She doesnt listen! Thanksgiving was on thursday. My parents, lil sis&i went to my Uncle's house for the whole day. It felt really good spending time wit the fam. Yesterday [since its after 2am] was black friday!! I wanted to leave my house at like 9, 9:30am, ended up leaving around 10:30am. Went to newport centre in jersey city wit the fam. The lines were OD long. I got most of the stuff i wanted besides sum shoes :/. Oh well, i'll get sum another day, maybe later today. We got a whole bunch of other stuff too, had madd bags lol. Then later that night my dad pissed me off. &thats all i'll say bout that, dont wanna put all that business out there. &now im happy again cuz babes hit me up just now. I dont think i'd answer calls or texts from anybody else at this time...he's lucky lol. I wonder how im gonna feel later. smh. This shit is getting to me...
This blog entry sucks ass. lol. I was trying to shorten everything up cuz im a lil tired&dont really feel like typing right now. Oh well, who gives a shit.
Yooo, Dane Cook is crazy!! Dude is friggin hilarious! lmaoo. He has me dying over here!
B4 this blog gets any worse lol, im out.
Wow, i haven't written a blog in like 2 weeks. I've been drowning in papers so i haven't been sleeping much which probably explains why i woke up after 12pm today, well yesterday. <- That was a big run-on sentence but oh well, this isn't english class. Im tired of skool&im growing more tired of it everyday. I usually say i can't wait til the semester is over so i cud get a break but i cant wait til im DONE wit skool altogether! That probably wont be for awhile tho cuz i plan on gettin my masters after i get my bachelors degree. Like im not even sure if im gonna go right into gettin it, i make take a lil break, thats how much skool is getting on my nerves right now. Even my dad noticed that this shit is ridiculous sumtimes, everything is rushed basically. He was like thats why sum of these college students look so old, hes surprised that most of them dont have gray hair already. lol. Anyways, im soo glad i only have 2 days of classes next week. then its wednesday then THANKSGIVING!!! HOLLLAAAAA! haha. I'm soo gonna pig out! &i luv how right after my thanksgiving break, theres only 3 days left of classes! That means thing though..dun dun dun [i was trying to write out that sound, u kno lol]...FINALS ARE COMING SOON. BOOOOOOO!!!
So yea, theres this dude that i've been feeling for the longest [i have a feeling i wrote this b4, anywho..]but i've been feeling him even more recently. He knows, i've told him, he feels the same way bout me so im good money. lol. He might be reading this now but probably not, its watever. I was supposed to see him friday but i didnt&it bothered me soo much. Like im not even mad at him, im just mad at the fact i didnt get to see him. :( That must be sum type of sign or sumthin, like i think i actually need to see him to feel better. I guess that feeling is mutual babes. Its weird but then again not that weird, idk. It feels pretty damn good tho, i just wish this shit was official.....
Im still hype that obama is the president elect! Oh yeaaaaa!! I shud be sleeping now cuz i gotta get up kinda early tomorrow but watever. I have to finish reading this fucking book at least by tues or wed. If it was interesting it wouldnt be a problem but noooo, these professors always have to give u the most boring stuff to do. I kno for sure im returning this book nxt weekend tho, i got 30 days. Heyyyyyy! :D &yo, im really bout to block this dude on aim. Always asking me when im free, like come on now. Even if i am free, im honestly not gonna let u kno. I dont kno u, i dont want to get to kno u, i dont wanna meet u at any point in time, nada. kthx.
Anyways, friday i finally went to go see saw v wit the babes [not my bf...yet ;)]. Sometimes i think i talk bout him too much but i guess its just cuz i really really like him. ;) He prob doesnt even kno that i notice that he remembers the smallest details bout me. Like he remembered wat i was wearing the last time we chilled, i didnt even remember wat i was wearing that day! haha. Or that he actually listens to me like when i kept sayin i wanted sum candy&he ended up buying a box of sour skittles. He doesnt really eat skittles so i kno he didnt buy em for himself but its cool lol. I want things to change, not soon but soon soon like really really soon [insiderr]. i just wish i wasnt soo fucking scared to do shit sumtimes.......
But yea, saw v wasnt too bad but of course the other ones were better. It wasnt as nasty as the other ones either but like more towards the end, omgggg!! ewwwww! lol. I dont see how theyre gonna make saw vi since everybody is dead&gone. Sry if i spoiled that part for u hehe. Theres was this guy in the movie theater&he was deadass asleep from like the beginning of the movie til the end. I didnt even kno until babes mentioned it then right after i heard him snore madd loud. lmaoo that was soo funny. Yesterday i took my lil sis to see madagascar: escape 2 africa. I thought it was really funny, especially the penguins&king julien. &it was soo cute hearing all the lil kids laughing at the movie, theyre lil voices&everything.
OMG, i haven't watched this show taxicab confessions in a min. Right now im watchin taxicab confessions: new york, new york part 3&its actually pretty interesting. The ppl getting in the cab b telling sum crazy ass stories sumtimes, telling all they business&shit. I wud never tell a cab driver my business. smh. &they get all sorts of ppl, "working" women, drug users, gays, loud ppl, just straight up crazy ppl, etc.. When its done i guess i'll just go to sleep.
Laterssss.
..I luv bein able to say that!! wooo! so yea, i only slept for like 4 hrs. yippee! [i was bein sarcastic in case u aint catch that.] I was def not planning on gettin up @ 8 this morning but i couldnt go back to sleep. I wasnt feeling tired at allll last night&i kno i wasnt alone on that one either. &im surprised i woke up still not feeling tired. Eh, Oh well! Niggas rode past my block after 1 in the morning screaming, "OBAMAAAA!!" fucking dumbasses. haha. I heard they was wil'in in times square&harlem, kinda wish i was there. My babes didnt sleep, drinking&shit lol so i was talkin to him on the phone. Claimed he wasnt tired but dude sounded hella sleepy&tipsy at the same time. lmaoo.
Anyways, i woke up at like 9 yesterday morning to go out&vote but my mom wanted me&my dad to wait for her til she got back from the dentist wit my lil sis. So me&my dad went to dunkin donuts then headed over to the skool to vote. That was like after 10am, around 11 i think. I thought there was gonna b a line goin around the block or sumthin but there was only a line inside the building, didnt have to wait that long at all. I swear those ppl didnt follow much of the rules @ that skool, the volunteers i mean lol, but im not gonna put them on blast. I've never been so into an election as much as i was into this one. I guess cuz it was my first time voting&it was a historical election. I was watching this 2008 Election Mix Channel on directv, they were showing 8 news channels at once, &i was watchin live results from abc news on the computer&looking at the election map. That election map thingy on yahoo wasnt updating fast enough at all [&they claimed it was updated every 5 mins, pshh yea right]&it was pissing me off. I was staring at the electoral count when it was like: Obama 172/McCain 90, sumthin like that, but yea, that shit wud not move. It was the same numbers for like a half hr, i was like wtf? come onnnn, i was anxious as hell. Finally the numbers went up&it was soon a couple mins to 11pm, thats when the polls closed in california [8pm pst.]. Obama only needed 50 more electoral votes&he had this shit in the bag. I was like omgggg!!, if Obama gets california he's gonna have more electoral votes than he actually needs. I seen that electoral count jump to 198 like a min or 2 after 11&I literally cried along wit my dad. I couldnt believe it, Obama actually won! A black man actually won the presidential election! I was soo happy, those were tears of joy. Never in my life has politics affected me this way. My vote helped make this happen&i wish all those ppl that fought for the rights of black ppl were alive to see this today. They paved the way for this to happen tho. I think Obama ended up getting 349 electoral votes compared to McCain's 147 in the end. HA HAAA!
**Side Note. [While I'm Watchin The Morning Show With Mike&Juliet]: Ralph Nader is a fucking hater, dude look like he had a fucking stroke. Saying Obama is gonna be an uncle tom. You're a fucking a dumbass. Stop hating just cuz u lost. Michelle [i think that was her name] from best week ever on vh1 sed "Joe the Plumber is gonna be plunging a lot more toilets now." lol. &Joe Episcopo is an idiot too. How he gonna ask Joe the Plumber if a plunger is better than draino. He dressed up like David Letterman too&did that list that he likes to do sumtimes on his show. One of em was, "Change the first line of the star spangled banner to, 'Oprah can you see.'" lol. They're show is usually funny but it was even more funnier this morning!**
So yea...damn i forgot wat i was about to say.......oh yea..I feel proud to say that my president is black! &in the future when i look in the history books, Obama is gonna be in the back wit the previous presidents. I could say i voted in that election, my vote actually COUNTED. It sucks that we still gotta put up wit Bush for a few more months tho. I do not doubt that Bush could fuck this country over even more in just a few months. SMFH. Im ready to help him pack his shit yo, all they gotta do is call me&i'll there ready to throw his shit out the white house window. lmaoo. 1.20.09. I CANT WAIT!! Im definitely partying hard that day! hahaha.
Im still thinking whether or not i shud go to class later. I dont feel like it but im probably gonna end up goin anyways. Im still soooo excited&im probably gonna b like this for the rest of the week! I deadass wanna find all the McCain supporters&laugh in their faces. lolol. Ok, i guess this is all im gonna write for now. Imma go find sumthin else to eat for breakfast.
11.04.08 - A historical day that i will forever remember...
Its the first of November. Yesterday was halloween. I didn't dress but i was around 14th st&6th ave so i saw a lot of ppl in costumes cuz thats around where they throw the halloween parade. Saw some princesses, bunnies, superheros, plumbers, lil red riding hoods, school girls, etc, etc, but i swear the cutest costume i saw was the lil kid in a stroller dressed up as a gingerbread cookie. lol it was soo cuteee! Seeing all those costumes kinda made me wish i had dressed up but the lines to the costume stores were odddd long, they were literally goin all the way down the block. I think next yr im definitely gonna wear a costume but i'll get it like a month or 2 in advance.
So its 3 days til Election Day. Im so exciteddd! This is the first election I will be voting in&my first election is a historical election. Now come on, who wouldnt be excited about that! I just hope i dont go&vote for the wrong person cuz i have no idea how to use those machines. haha. OBAMA 08, ALLLLLLL DAYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!! :) All my ppls that are 18 yrs old &older better be voting or else.
I think the last time i posted a blog was like a week ago. Well, since then i've been taking my aunt places to buy sum things, she's leaving tomorrow morning :(, &going to skool. Thats basically how it was every day these past 2 weeks, besides skool blah, at least it gave me sumthin to do. Today when i was downtown I saw my homie that i haven't seen in yrssss. It was soo good to see her, we definitely have to keep in touch. We caught up a lil bit while i waited for my bus to come lol.
Oh yea, this yr macys has horton the elephant stuffed animals [from the dr seuss book horton hears a who]. One of them will be mine! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!! >:0
